Spilling tea is a hobby, drinking it is a lifestyle.

My toxic trait? Thinking he'd pick me if I was in the story.
~so hot that even life gets hard for me

"Fuck life, marry my bed
Kill the voices in my head"

"Black coffee's gone cold
Just like my soul"

"I can't close my eyes
When I am alone, I hear it callin' 
So save me from the night"

"Say what I am dying to hear
'Cause I am dying to hear you"

"Said you won't forget my name
Not today, not tomorrow"