In case this ever helps just one person, I want to share this.
Some days I feel like life isn't worth what I have to go through. That no matter how many times I tell myself I don't care or that it isn't a big deal, I know it isn't true. I sometimes lose myself in my head and I can't find a way out.
But then there are those days when I feel special. I look in the mirror and I don't see a broken girl, I see a queen. I love myself and those around me unconditionally. I even start to believe myself when I say it's okay.
There will be bad days, and there will be good days. You just need to learn how to get there.