I was previous RosalinLincarthy but that was boring

Sometimes I write, I'm mostly inactive though. I'm super fuckin emo, terrified of the dark, addicted to eyeliner, and a complete insomniac.
Like I nearly had a heart attack after 6 cups of coffee and at the time of writing this it has been 4 days without more than 5 hours of sleep total.

My stuff isn't that good so I don't update but if you tell me too I will add something.

My Snapchat is amberrosalin or Amber Lockheartt. Hit me up if you wanna talk. I should respond within 24 hours.

Fun facts-

I use a lot of fake names cuz I'm paranoid about people. 
I'm total MCR trash
I like the entire emo trinity (yes TØP is emo)
I ship every gay but I am dead convinced that Gerard and Frank were up to something extra gay and everyone knows it.
I've got an Yee shirt from CrankThatFrank and it's my religion now (actually wearing it  now).
I'm an intelligence whore psychology and organized, by color coded sticky notes, a 900+ page DSM.

The Personal Shit- 

I'm a depressive maniac with mood swings between "I wanna die" to "I'm too alive to feel anything". My life sucks, I can't remember my tramatic childhood, and my current family really likes to fuck everything up.
I come from a long line of mental fucked, depressed, alcoholics. I'm pretty suicidal. I don't care about much that concerns my own safety and I'm struggling with the fact that my mother is a cheating whore.

Thanks for bearing through that, you go Guy, Gull, is Gal.