TheAstraLunar
Hey. If anybody's reading this, you know that Jesus loves you? Look, I tried to find fullfilment in many things, even in kpop and I couldn't find it. It all just led to struggle with pornography, self hate and hate of people around, especially of pretty girls and my beautiful friends, because I was trying to find my worth and fullfilment in things and areas in which I felt like I lacked and they had them, which lead to jealousy and endless cries because of little things my friends said or did and even more hate towards myself and even my friends which lead to manipulation of people around. Until I found Jesus, I always felt like I lacked something and even then I struggled with it, but the more I walk with Jesus, the more I feel like he has made me beautiful just the way I am and am able to see the real beauty and complexity of us people, just as we are.
TheAstraLunar
@TheAstraLunar We don't have to live religious life, we have to lead a relationship with God, those are two different things. Religion you practice because you need to, because of obligation or something you're used to, customn. But you work on relationship because you want to, because you love that person. So that's kinda the whole point of Christianity. You don't have to be perfect and give up of everything, just work on your relationship with God and he wilm tell you exactly what to do. And I've gotta tell ya, I never felt so loved and fullfilled before I got to know Him better. He's the one who gives me strenght and he cares about every little detail of my life, even if it seems like he doesn't. Like for example I would pray about exams and how hard everything is even tho I knew it's hard because I didn't study and minutes later the exam literally got canceled or moved to another week, so you can't say he did it because I needed it or because it was fair because from me it wasn't, I wasn't worth of it, I had to study but I didn't and he canceled it/moved the due of the exam just because he's so mercyful and graceful and so forgiving. Even if nobody read this, this was still worth of writing because God is the biggest love I've ever known and I want y'all the know the biggest love I've ever known from my experience. Like sometimes peoplw thing that we're annoying already about telling everybody about Jesus and stuff, but lemme tell ya, if you knew the way to treat cancer, or to save everybody from a huge apocalypse, wouldn't you tell them if you loved them? So If I know Jesus is gonna save you and I don't tell you, than how can I say that I love you if I'm not willing to sacrifice my ego and my reputation to save you from what I believe would be a disaster. That's all, I love you guys. <33
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@TheAstraLunar Sometimes people ask stuff about hell, about why do people have to go there, but the reality is that hell was not made for people. It's the last possible option. If you don't get to heaven, then you go to hell. But the reality is that you don't have to be good or even worthy to go to Heaven, actually it's quite the oposite. The point is that on our own we can't get there because it's too hard so Jesus died for us on the cross, for our sins and wrong doings, he has payed the ultimate price for our sins, so if we believe in him, if we believe that he died for our sins on the cross and payed the price we would have to pay to get to heaven, if we accepted, we don't have to struggle anymore.
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@TheAstraLunar It is written ,,The Lord is my shephard, I lack nothing." and right now as I am writting this I really feel the meaning of those words. He gave me eberything I need, I lack nothing. So of course if I do something I was not created for than I feel like I lack because I was not created for that area therefore I don't neccesserily have all of the things I need for it. The more I tried to find myself and my worth and fullfillment in other areas than God, the more I felt incomplete, because I tried to find myself in the wrong areas which ment that I felt like I lacked because in those criterias I really did lack. But we were not created for this world, we were created for the Kingdom of God and that's why in this world we will struggle and feel empty and unfullfilled and not enough, because we were not created for it.
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