I don't personally know you, but what I do know is that your life is worth living. I see it as the world is a *female dog* but it has its ups. It challenges you, to see what you can do, it enjoys to watch people suffer for some time. But then, the world respects you. You will receive your reward, you will have happiness, you will be happy and glad that you make it. The world might still act on you, but that reward will be enough to help you. You've got to push, and keep pushing until you have shown the world what you can do, show the world that with help and hope you can be strong. When you feel sure that life is useless, please remember that there is that something or someone out there waiting for you to succeed. Your not alone, you will never be alone. Stay Alive.