TheColorfulll

i went to see chainsaw man a few weeks ago and the song “jane doe” reminds me a lot of llorumi. Well rezeden in general does ngl 

TheColorfulll

This has been eating away at my stomach but i need to lowk say something. About my past. I used to be a very hateful person in the ninjago community, putting on a mask to turn against my fellow llorumis for Internet points. 
          
          I thought that “well i don’t ship it in the show so it’s not like im lying” but i am. I went after people projecting because i didn’t want to lose the popularity i had. And I lost it anyways because of my own actions unrelated. I’m sure from this some of you can tell who i actually am, and if not, you can search up legendofmain on twitter. 
          
          I am not that person anymore, and I have been working hard to atone for my past mistakes and actions. So if you do realize it, I ask that you just acknowledge amongst yourselves and not make a big thing about it. I apologize for the trouble i caused for both sides of the community and i’m glad to see Llorumi is taken better than when I was around. 
          
          If you don’t rock with me anymore, that’s alright, and if you do, that’s very cool and i don’t plan to wear a mask or split personality anymore. I’m main lol and I like writing ships. 

dreamzzz-me

@TheColorfulll I used to be someone who used to say and agree when a ship was getting hated on 5 years ago, I was like 12 I think, still new to the online environment and I was desperate to make friends, I did, but I ended up losing myself, it took me losing my account to sit and reflect, and realise how wrong I was. Today, I'm a person who respects ships, a bit of a multishipper ironically and just generally more respectful. Maybe it's because I've matured since then, I don't really know, but I want you to know that no judgement is coming from me, I've been in your shoes and it wasn't pretty, but I managed to crawl out of that dark place. Thanks for sharing, man.
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bigfriendlyapple

@TheColorfulll if your proud of who you are then I think that's all that matters, many people (especially in the Ninjago community) are afraid of change, if your name is still being brought up then I personally think that you just gotta ignore them as much as possible, you've changed for the better and they can't see that, their loss.
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TheColorfulll

@bigfriendlyapple this means more to me than you know. My name is still being brought up around ninjago twt  even a year later and i have to tell myself the person they hate is not the person i am anymore. I have grown from that person and I am glad with who i am now 
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TheColorfulll

ninjasitting is like the neglected middle child

TheColorfulll

no i dont care that its more popular than scars 2 rn.
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TheColorfulll

idk i js have no passion for it, concept is cool and all but it seems more like a 2010s work than a 2020s
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