Abdul, Abdurraheem or Apple, a 14 year old only child screw up who can't do shit right

I don't tend to affiliate myself with the media I watch (basically get into fandoms) but I do drabble around the Ninjago community, the Squid Game community and the very niche Zardy's Maze community.

Additionally, I also like Sonic The Hedgehog, Roblox Piggy, Five Nights At Freddy's and Transformers.

I like playing games like Roblox, Fortnite (kind of), Brawlhalla, Among Us and Rocket League (even though I suck at them and basically everything else lmao)

I have really bad self-esteem because I'm naturally terrible at everything, I struggle to follow basic tasks and I'm always getting outdone by everyone around me, I wasn't supposed to be born and most people would be better off without me.

My comfort characters are:
Arin Nived - Ninjago Dragons Rising
Sora - Ninjago Dragons Rising
Miles 'Tails' Prower - Sonic The Hedgehog

I somehow managed to bag an amazing girlfriend too who I met on Wattpad, she absolutely deserves the whole world and more and is the person who makes life worth living for me.

I love my girlfriend, my brothers, and my dad very much :3

There isn't really much else to know, I have a Wattpad book named 'Apple's Journey' which can allow you to learn about me and my experiences further if you wish.

So yeah, idk why you read all of this, it probably seems like I'm attention seeking but I'm just making sure you know me before you talk to me since after a first impression most people usually don't want anything to do with me.