TheDNFCow

Just wrote and posted a poem i wrote a few minutes ago. I hope you guys like it :]

PeachyfogEX

If u want that screenshot I have it. If u wanted it why did u get scared and delete the note.

TheDNFCow

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@PeachyfogEX 
            
            I have a feeling I've gotten under your skin by being nice, which wasnt exactly my plan, but calling me immature while youve called me names just bc i was nice, which is honestly funny. Its like im watching a toddler throw a tantrum, which i find kinda embarrassing, lol.
            
            Anywho, I said you could get a cover up boyfriend if you had spoken about it first. Communication was all I had asked for, but instead I found out about the first guy from a mutual friend who had asked how I felt about it bc you had told them that I already knew and didnt care. Then that last one, I didnt hear from you for days, then suddenly youre talking to someone else.
            
            If I were immature, I would have been cussing you out and calling you names, which if you go back and look through all of mine, I do cuss, yes, but have I called you a skank? A bitch? A slut? Any of those names you have called me just because youre still mad at me for dumping you. You shouldn't even be texting me since you have a boyfriend. Even if its to talk shit, that still looks bad from someone who has already cheated in the past. You can deny it all you want, but you know that I never agreed to you getting a boyfriend behind my back.
            
            Also, love bombing is where your nice at the beginning then start being abusive and toxic halfway through. If you think i was toxic, maybe you should think on why I switched up. I dumped you because I was tired of your shit and I had fallen out of love. If I was love bombing, I would have forced you to stay. Toxic shit, yk?
            
            But I will gladly go rot in the deepest depths of this world. Not a problem for me whatsoever.
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PeachyfogEX

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@PeachyfogEX never sent ppl on u, i didnt cheat on u bc yk i had to get a boyfriend from the begining and u agreed even tho u didnt like it. Ur still an immature bitch. Im glad to leave u behind. Rot u love bombing bitch.
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TheDNFCow

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@PeachyfogEX 
            
            honestly, all that shit is behind me. I was never toxic to you. In fact, I let you get away with cheating on me three seperate times. Yeah, I talked shit about you. But I do know you wanted to send people on me, so genuinely, if i were scared, I wouldn't be willing to respond to you. If I were scared of you, I wouldn't have gone to the graduation. I didnt go to talk shit about you. I didnt go to see you. I honestly had forgotten about you. I went for my boyfriend and best friend. Not for you. Sorry, but youre still holding grudges when I've lost all interest in you, your family, and your overall life.
            
            So, I wont apologize for the things I said in the past, bc those words came from truth in my heart that you had shattered at the time. And I wont apologize for being a bitch at the end of our relationship. That was, in my opnion, well deserved.
            
            I will say that I hope you have a good life going on. I have no interest in your life or the means of anything you do anymore. That was lost a while ago. I hope you do good in life, bc I wouldn't wish harm towards you and your family, even with all the shit you guys did.
            
            Now, if you would please leave my life for good, I would enjoy that so i can live a peaceful life without you appearing just to attack me. I have matured past shit talking on people, and I would hope you have done the same aswell.
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TheDNFCow

I am sorry for being inactive. I have had little to no time to write at all these past few weeks.
          
          I am now a licensed driver, am doing my college courses, and am about to start band next month, so... idk when ill be able to get back on :'(
          
          And, not to vent, but my ex is going to the same school as me. Valid crashout? I think so. My cousin keeps telling me how if she sees them, she might throw hands and I am honestly worried bc my cousin doesn't hold back.
          
          Anywho, I hope you are all doing wonderful. No, I am not dead, just been offline for a bit for my irl requirements.
          
          Love you, guys. Please don't quit reading my books once I start posting. I promise im getting somewhere.

dreammzz

take your time!!! i love ur books sm i could never stop reading them :3
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TheDNFCow

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Sorry for the random posts, then silence. I've been going through a lot.
          
          The breakup isn't easy to get over, especially when nobody wants to shut the fuck up about it.
          
          I failed my driving test (i hit a curb) and ended up crying the whole drive home.
          
          I haven't had the motivation to change when i get home, let alone write or do anything more.
          
          This is a really stressful time for me, so please bear with me through my struggles.
          
          I love you guys, especially the people who have been asking how I've been doing. I appreciate it, really. I will come back eventually, but I can't assure anyone that I will stick around for a long time when I do as I have been wildly bipolar the past few days. I hope you all understand why I'm taking several breaks.
          
          Take care of yourself.
          
          Love, August.

TheDNFCow

I'm posting all of the poems I have drafted in the poetry book, and most of them are about love, which hurts, but I have many more coming. I'm currently working on one that has, in all honesty, made me break down into tears until I couldn't read anymore because I got so upset. 
          
          Anyways, like I said, I'm publishing each poem in my drafts. I hope you guys enjoy the stupid little feeling dumps I'm publishing right now, lol.
          
          Love you guys <33

TheDNFCow

Just finished publishing each poem I have written since i started writing it. In all honesty, there are a lot of typos in them, but it is fine. It shows what i was going through when writing the poem if i didn't even want to read it over, especially the most recent ones.
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TheDNFCow

I've been wanting to write, but I've been too busy or too upset, so i am very sorry for the people asking when i will be back. I can't make any promises, but i want to try writing at least a chapter tonight.
          
          Im also still debating on if i should publish my non dteam book, although it's not fully edited yet, but it doesn't even have a name or a front cover at all, so i dont thonk i should any time soon.
          
          I love you guys, and thank you guys for being patient with me. I really appreciate it. <33

TheDNFCow

So. Four years of my love life have flown down the drain.
          
          I am going to pause and take a break for myself. I believe that I deserve a hiatus with the fact that I am now single after four years.
          
          I hope you can all understand. This isn't easy, but I am going to get through it somehow. I just don't know how as of right now.
          
          I love you guys. Please take care of yourselves, and if someone breaks your boundaries, don't let them make you feel guilty for your comfort.
          
          Eat something and drink plenty of water. If any of you are going through something rough, just take care of yourself before others. I made that mistake, and now I am here, so please worry about your feelings and your thoughts.
          
          I love you all. And expect a new book cover for Pornstar Assassination. You can probably guess why. I have a few ideas on what to do for it, so don't worry about giving me ideas.
          
          But for now, I am going on a self-care hiatus until I am mentally prepared to write again.

Tenshiry

@ TheDNFCow  Take care of yourself, you deserve the world and I know that you will succeed even if it is difficult, to get better. We love you!
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