@TheHonourOfGaySkull
I feel so frustrated and I hate it. I hate being autistic. I hate having hyperfixations. I hate that everyone ignores me when I bring up a hyperfixation and want to.indulge in it.
Why can't I just like the popular ships and things instead of wanting to create new ships, character headcannons and worldbuilding no one else is interested in? At least people would be interested in my ideas if it were the ones the fandom deemed acceptable.
Would any literate- novella and open-minded roleplayers be interested in a horror group roleplay where your OC is participating in a series death game. It's an Alice in Wonderland based death game where you have to survive the creatures of Wonderland. It also has a DnD aspect to it, as you will use dice to determine your character's luck and whether or not they survive the obstacles they come across.
As an autistic person, I hyperfixate a lot. It mentally effects me if I don't get to talk about or do content about my hyperfixations. So as a roleplayer, it is frustrating to no end that so little people are interested in trying my scenarios, and the ones that are claim they are literate or novella, but hardly put any effort in their writing and/or ghost me.
At this point, I give up on things being any different. I want to do the Shera RP I've planned so badly, but I have been searching for someone willing since May and I can't find shit, so I guess I have to make peace with the fact that no one likes the same things I do. Don't know if my ideas are just boring, but I literally inform anyone beforehand that they should tell me if they want a change in the roleplay or a less boring direction.
I need Shera literate roleplayers that don't mind roleplaying nsfw and Dom!Double Trouble. And this is going to be a slowburn scenario as I am Aro Ace and don't understand the concept of instalove since I never feel it myself. The NSFW part refers to eventual smut, so that won't be the main focus. Note that shapeshifters are immortal beings in this scenario, so they are a lot older than they look.
Also note that I will be roleplaying Shadow Weaver, so if you don't like her, that's understandable, but then this is not the scenario for you. Please don't be judgemental and shit on people that do like her character, though, because there's a difference between liking a character and condoning or excusing their actions.
In this scenario, Shadow Weaver finds out about Double Trouble's identity before anyone else in bright moon, and they have to come to an agreement that she keeps the secret, if they spy on Hordak for her and tell her any information they find. Shenanigans insue.
As said earlier, I hate instalove. So I don't want tue characters, when they still don't trust each other going "Oh but I feel this connection with them" or "They're so attractive". It's boring when characters are that easily attracted to each other. I want the characters to get yo know each other first, especially because Shadow Weaver of all people would be incredibly skeptical of the other person at first.
@TheHonourOfGaySkull I'm not interested in any ship with Shadow Weaver she makes me uncomfortable. And perhaps. I have a shera rp book with ocs but I have been preferring canon x canon
I need help. Does anyone know what to do about this situation?
I am trying to log into project Z, but everytime I tap on the apps.icon, it will just briefly go into the app, and then before I'm logged in, it will kick me out and I'm back on my phone's home page.
Fun fact: Most of us with autism are actually not feeling like geniuses just because we hyperfixate and thus learn a lot about certain subjects. Some of us wasted our time daydreaming during class, and are now 18 and still feeling less competent than their 14-year-old brother.
Mental stability and the ability to actually do something with your life? Sorry, don't know her. I'm well acquainted with depression and dumbassery, though.
If you hidge others for thinking Shadow Weaver is hot and think she's objectively unattractive, you are either outing yourself for thinking older women can't be attractive, a thing many misogynists believe, or outing yourself for thinking disfigured people are unattractive, a thing ableists believe.
@-dxrk_wyvern Exactly, that's all I'm saying. I don't care if people aren't attracted to SW, that's their preference, just let me simp for toxic women with shadow powers in peace as well . I obviously don't condone her actions, but shera fans automatically tend to think that you do if you say you see her as pretty or find her funny at times or literally have any other opinion on her other than "I want her to die and hate her"
@TheHonourOfGaySkull i agree one hundred percent with you on that . implying that the disfigured are horrifying to look at or that old people can't be attractive is an insult to both parties . as someone who has friends and family in both segments , hearing people say that is offensive to me as well , and i think more people need to stand up for them .
@-dxrk_wyvern And fyi, this is directed to the people saying that Shadow Weaver is too old to be attractive. That is not an opinion, that's a toxic view put on older women stated as a fact. Others have said in comment sections that they find Shadow Weaver's face horrifying. Like it or not, you are implying that you find it horrifying because she's disfigured, and you can seriously hurt disfigured people irl by going "Oh no, a disfigured character, my poor eyeeeessss"
You know, for once, I'd like to see an OC x Canon fanfiction where the main character actually makes smart decisions, yet has flaws that make them seem like a believable human being?
Morning
Listen, I don't like the Bang or Die scenarios because it's good. It's not. The plot is ridiculous in Bang or Die scenarios. I like them because I'm a pervert
