I don't know where you are now, or how you are doing. Of course, there might be chances that you might be alive, or dead. To be honest, I don't really care if you don't read this. I just gotta say one thing.
You are special, everyone is special in their own way, you hurt yourself, believed that you were useless, you believed that killing yourself will end all the suffering. But you're just taking someone that's valuable, life. You could be still here, right now, living and writing with all your heart and soul, but now... it's been a year, and we have no idea where you are now. I just hope that you are in a good place in good hands.
I know you're gone, I know that all the stories you've created have been ongoing, not be finished ever again, your fantasies never turning into a reality. But your stories got really popular, did you even knew that? Did you even know that we love your stories, and that we wished to continue them. We can't continue them, unless we asked the creator's permission, but since you're gone, I don't know...
People have suffered the same fate as you, heck, even some of the internet have, you're not the only one. We must remember you, wherever you are in this world, I wish you good luck.
This all goes for everyone else too, everyone who has problems in their lives and they felt hopeless, we should all unite and stand together as one, help each other in order for us to be truly happy, but if that's not what you guys want, then... what do you want...?
A random reader on the internet, signing off