TheRealSuyinBeifong

just realized i didn’t announce my last one

TheRealSuyinBeifong

alright as yall know im in an abusive situation right now, and i have nowhere to go. all the people around me side with my parents and all my friends are out of state. ive tried talking to all of the domestic violence/abuse places and hotlines, and all they say is for me to file a police report, which won’t actually help protect me should the police not give me a place to stay while they investigate. i am at a loss for what to do besides ask for help getting a bus ticket or two to get to a safer place. i have like $4 right now and i havent been able to get a job for a while now, despite actively trying for months. 
          
          if yall are able and willing, (please do not feel obligated) my venmo is Madi-Barker-1 and it will help me get to a safer place. i love you guys. im posting this to every social that my parents dont see

TheRealSuyinBeifong

so yall know that i have been having issues with my parents for ages. This week those issues have gotten far worse. Today, theyve gotten so out of hand that i have reached out to the domestic violence hotline. Im not sure if i will go inactive but if i do stop responding, that is why. My dad acted like he was going to hit me a few minutes ago. im not sure what else to do, but it isnt safe here anymore. I dont know what else to do anymore, but i cant be here. I wont be able to take much of my stuff with me so i am going to give it to my siblings. likely i will just have my suitcase and my backpack to take my things with me. i am really at a loss of what to do, i would literally rather die than be here for another week. i havent been outside for a week cause im scared to leave my room

K0rraTheAvatar

i’m so sorry please stay safe ❤️
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TheRealSuyinBeifong

Aight, sorry about not posting any new chapters lately. I have been having issues at home for the past month and it has been nothing short of unbearable. I will try to get a chapter out for both the kyalin and the suvira fic tonight but it may be tomorrow. Love you guys

TheRealSuyinBeifong

UPDATE:
          
          So like they "arent" mad at us for it anymore, but they're giving me hell for everything else I do wrong. I don't get my phone in my room at night anymore (even though I'm 19) and they're even inhibiting my ability to get a new job to move out. Im so close to getting a new job to move out asap but it's gonna be at least a month till I manage to move out. He has started taking my phone and computer as punishment even though I need them to be responsible, and I'm just having all sorts of issues. All my books will be on hold for a while till I get a new job and get the rest of this sorted out. Im sorry to everyone I haven't responded to, I literally only have time to check on my close friends before issues happen.

Suvirasuvira

@TheRealSuyinBeifong Stay strong. I'm so sorry you have to go through this. Take all the time you need.
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kenzieAJZ

Take the time you need this is totally toxic that it’s so unbelievable. I hope you feel and do better. I have tons of hope for you that good things will come your way.❤️ 
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TheRealSuyinBeifong

I won't be getting to my books for the rest of the week. My brother came out with me publicly and I am getting ABSOLUTE HELL from our parents. I don't have the words to describe the things they said about me, and accused me of. Sorry but for mental health sake all the books are on hold at least till the end of the week. I'll let you know how I feel then

ZuzannaWyniczenko

Im so so sorry for you. I hope everything will be alright soon. Hang in there, and if you ever need to talk or text im Here and i can give you my socials
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Suvirasuvira

@TheRealSuyinBeifong Sending you so much love.
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KorrasamiForLife

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@TheRealSuyinBeifong I'm sorry to hear that I know how it feels personally for your parents not being supportive it messes up your mental state. That shit hurts. Take all the time you need
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TheRealSuyinBeifong

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Hey so to all the people messaging me "hey" I'm sorry for not responding, there are a bunch of you and I am a very busy person. I'm not trying to be rude, and I would love to have conversations with you, but I would appreciate it if you would tell message me with something with more substance than a simple hey. 
          
          I do apologise to the people I have conversed with that I haven't gotten back to as well, I have been very busy looking for a new job and some other things like dealing with an accident I got into as well as jury duty taxes and my parents both having severe illness. It's alot and it's all happening at ones. I haven't forgotten you guys I just am knee deep in a bunch of shit rn. I'll try and get back to you when I can

pre-c00m

@TheRealSuyinBeifong itz okay, take your time shawty
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AshFrickingRulez

@TheRealSuyinBeifong hey its totally ok, the situation you’re in is bound to get people busy. I understand :)
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