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@Thread693 but its with doc's prescription no, then how..
            that very deep thoughts on sleep and meds.. ill keep in mind 
            
            ooh August, ill keep that in mind , looking forward after ya sort things out

Those are my thoughts. I might come back in August if you respond. 

I feel like I found the root of everything and am coming up empty in real life. I choose to be this way. I started taking medicine a little while ago, chancing 120mg of oxycodone-Tylenol. I couldn’t feel my face or hold my hands straight for the next morning and drove my grandma around to stores all day. That was a week ago and feels like a lifetime. I’m excited for the medicine I’m gonna take a little later today. I didn’t understand drug addiction at first. Why are they hooked on getting sleepy? Because it doesn’t evaporate any problems it just makes sleeping during the day feel like the right choice. There is nothing your body needs more than sleep at that point so you just shut your eyes properly and go. And sleep is already painless. It’s being between asleep and awake. 
            
            Don’t do drugs, kid. I think they’ve got me. 

@soulful_sojourner i just read below post so now i get the context..

@Thread693 our feeling are on a constant change so do we take them as a reference 75 % or 50 %? 
            do u think a service is only about pleasing the society ? if so, why is there wages and salary :?
            
            when we are bound in security by our human innovations i think the taste of staying alive got lost somewhere, isnt it more real in the acute awareness of brevity ?
            
            i gotchu.. will miss your works..or the imprint of life in u that your text carries..

Well I took a hefty amount though not as many as I said I would after some thought. There is one person whose life I wouldn’t want thrown off track by something like grief. I decided to take a bunch and try as hard as I could to stay awake, which I did most of the time. I know if I had a few more it would’ve been over for me

Nein

@Thread693 i'd say the same too ^^
            and yet as a reply to wyd , most often thinking would be boxed into nm :0  (this is what i have inferred from my limited online interaction on userphone, discord ) 
            atm thinking of paradox of integrity , wbu

Verb 

Yes

@Thread693 ahhh my bad i misunderstood :0 i havent been asked before soo it was kinda surprising :0 
            i thought one's reading preferences would also shed a bit on the mind of the writer 
            i agree, the discussions were really satisfying ^^  
            i gotchuu, i havent got a novel but flashfictions ig? 
            https://www.wattpad.com/1184640620-s-p-e-a-k-o-u-t
            
            thenks ^^

I’m sure there are thousands and thousands of “good” books, but what makes a book truly special is seeing into the mind of the writer. We’ve had very helpful intellectual discussions. I want to read what you have to say. 

Hun, I was talking about one of YOUR books.