25 f 
-there is a reason why i have concepts of thoughts in draft all fetuses half ded and half alive, 
there is a reason why im never satisfied enuf to complete and develop each of them individually , 
there is a reason why i jump onto ideas as if i had none! 
there is a reason why as a female i will never feel the clothes of my concepts and ideas never enough and keep buying new clothes of ideas (at the cost of time) , only for them to stay ignored in that closet. 
there is a reason why i will keep chasing transformation thru the cosmetics of metaphors and analogies even though i have so many undeveloped...

it is not merely the craving to see the  birth of a novel or a collaboration between friends

thru this hard bitter waiting of child rearing i will be able peel the outer layer of 'grass greener on the other side' to see humanity and be patient enuf to develop concepts i have.. yet to be born


-ms paint art on art collab insta with @mimi_ned_eva
https://www.instagram.com/verses_i chroma



~ apologies in advance for extreme slow replies 
~not taking any new reading requests!

~Communities for shout outs: 
_poets_ 
The Gemme Community
 #ADLYfamily 
Cubby for Creators
THE CURATED CORNER

yt channel shout outs
https://www.youtube.com/@ConjisAiTunes
https://www.youtube.com/@InfiniteAndrelic
https://www.youtube.com/@Growlbittz
https://www.youtube.com/@Tufold
https://www.youtube.com/@MuchMoreArt


wp books to check out 
-> Not in Tune by ThoseThreeWords 

indie books on insta  to check out
-> Obconical, Sage by  @mimi_ned_eva 




- top 4 non fic books : 
(Balanced Brain - Camilla Nord) (Immune mind - Monty Lyman)
(Look, How to pay attention in a distracted world by Christian Madsbjerg) ( Almost a psychopath by Ronald Schouten, James Silver )