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@TikaSubedi Happy New Year 2080 ✨️☺️

@TikaSubedi Alright! I'm done with my exams and I'm free now :) exams went surprisingly very good! And results were pretty nice too and more than anything it bought smile on my parents face! I'm glad i followed the advice you gave me, thank you so so much! And how's everything going on? 
            Love ya!

@Jas151 don't worry much practice as much as you can.. do not I repeat do not leave anything unpracticed or unwritten for the sake of your memory... Start studying from what you know during exams and don't keep anything for the day before exam to study do with beforehand.. yeah and stay away from phone as much as you can.. 
            
            All the best and don't worry you'll be fine it's just an exam don't stress over it it's important but not more than you all you can do is work really hard and invest so do your best.. love ya

@Jas151 how about you? How are you?

@Jas151 I mean it’s not like 12th is difficult or anything like that, 11th is far more tough but in 12th, I feel like I’m out of my rainbow world and I’m kind of scared to face the world because I know I have to do so after 12th and the jump from pampered little mummy’s princess to independent girl is kinda terrifying as well as exciting to me.. this is the stress before take off … I’m just scared of whether I’d be able to fly or would I crash after the take off… so I’ve been practicing practicing of small leaps into the air so that nothing would be new to me .. so the second I began my practice, I realised there’s so much more I’ve not learnt yet; the thought of not being properly educated about taxes is terrifying.. the thought of not knowing anything about insurance and loans is terrifying .. the thought of overthinking is terrifying .. yup so I’m basically terrified

@Jas151 yup everything’s alright.. a bit of 12th stress … most of my days are spent pondering on my future possibilities and career options it’s been quite difficult … and for some strange reason your message was literally covered by other notifications thus I didn’t know you texted me .. I’m so sorry .. don’t worry everything’s fine; even if it’s not I’m sure it will be I have faith in myself … I just want you to remember one thing and never do the mistake I once did; remember that the day you lose faith in yourself, everyone will even the ones you expect to be the ‘kingmakers’ like the ones in movies who help you understand that you can do everything you want if you put faith into it, no they don’t exist .. yes well wishers do exist our parents are the examples but even they cannot be the ones to build up your faith in yourself it has to be you … I realised the day you loose faith in yourself, the world does too and even after you regain your self confidence the world doesn’t understand it and labels as ‘overestimation’ .. so yeah know that you are worth everything and you can achieve anything , you are the sikandar of your own world … I probably sound dramatic but 12th’s stress make you such

@Jas151 I’d love to update and write too but life’s been keeping me busy .. I’ll try my best.. dashain vacation could be of use..

@TikaSubedi by the way did, when are u gonna update your book, i wanna read it so badly:(

@TikaSubedi my hometown is in Andra Pradesh as you know I'm a South Indian and well... To begin with this place very very small compared to Kolkata (where I live rn, west bengal) but people here have very big heart, i mean whenever I meet new people here as in when my grandmother introduces me to the people .. they are so warm and kind-hearted way different that cities people are way close to each other here.. and coming here is like coming close to nature like my grandfather has a lot of fields here and when he takes me there and shows me around i feel alive again, there are trees everywhere more like fresh oxygen ;) and fresh fruits plucked directly from tree no chemicals nothing.. it's almost like i don't wanna go back from here anymore;-; I'm too attached with the people here and i sleep on the roof, when I'm not sleepy i count stars which initially makes me tired and fall asleep  lol and i guess that's it? Cuz if i continue to talk about this i can go on forever hehe byeeee

@Jas151 :D

@Jas151 :D

@TikaSubedi  I'll rather like to see you always healthy
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@TikaSubedi I'm happy for ya! It's better to live alone rather than living with a abusive person.. and I'm very proud of your mother :) bet she feels a lot more confident now! I know how it feels.. trust me i do :)

@Jas151 I'm alright.. I was quite inactive for some days... Don't worry about your exams though because 11th first exams are really difficult don't feel pressured and remember to give 10times of what you did in 10th .. everything's fine my parents finally got divorced legally so life's free from all violence..