Toby

Hey we haven't spoken in a while but
          Read it all!↓ ↓I mean it↓ ↓Read it all!↓ If you were killed, I wouldn't be at your funeral. I'd be in jail for killing the person who killed you. We are true friends. We ride together, we die together. Send this to everybody you care about, including me, if you care. #⃣See how many times you get this#⃣ I want you to know you are an amazing friend, till death and forever. If I don't get this back, I understand. But I have a game for you. Once you read this letter, you must send this to 15 people, including me. ❤️If you get at least three back, you are loved. ❤️Nobody knows how important something this, until they lose it. Tonight, (right at 12:00 pm) the person you love will realise they love you. Then, at 1:00pm to 2:00pm, be ready for the shock of your life! If you break this chain, you will have bad luck. With love, send this to the 15.

Tobias here...
          
          If you see this im sorry
          
          this isnt formal
          
          i may quit writing 
          i love doing it but its so hard to whenever i go to college everyday at night,  daytime i have siblings and friends to take care of.
          
          i no longer have gender dysphoria. but now country dysphoria
          
          yeah, country
          
          america sucks the most but almost all of my friends + fam live there, and i grew up as an american
          
          mexico was nice, at least where i was
          
          australia is amazing i love the people there but its on fire
          
          england was cool but there's issues
          
          ireland was calm and i got to see jse in public one or two times
          
          so i dont know where to fucking live anymore

Okay. To start off-   
          HAPPY PRIDE MONTH
          
          I haven't been doing very well mentally.  With everything going on in the world I need some time.
          Wattpad has been my place to read online.  Anime with the boys through a call has been my escape.  My boyfriend doesn't know that I'm depressed again.  I recently started a bad habit again.  I usually don't like sharing this personal stuff online, but this is not well for me.
          
          Just so everyone is aware my friend is a psychologist... She's been helping me understand what's wrong with me and my head.
          
          Lately I've been crying myself to sleep, that is if I get my 4 hours of sleep.
          
          My sister and I have been hanging out on my roof... We have been explaining everything to eachother.  She knows about my dysphoria... but I feel like I don't have dysphoria..? It's very confusing.  Anyways... I just really need some time off.  And I hate having to do this.  I may be gone for a week... a few weeks... months...
          
          I just hope you can understand...
          
          I love you all dearly.
          
          Tobias
          
          

*sniffles* OMG
          I CRIED SO HAAARRDD
          
          (lmao thank you author chan for this bootful shit-)
          https://www.wattpad.com/story/53022431

Alright I know I just started His Little Secret but...
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          BOI I"M INSPIRED LESS GOOOOOOOOOO

Okay so, "His Little Secret" will be updated at LEAST every week, as I am trying to stay on top. I can't post regularly as I have restricted time, I have a very tight schedule still.
          
          Sorry for any inconvenience! I have been going to bed at 07:00 and waking up at like 07:30 a lot, so I have a low energy level. Yet, I still go on morning jogs and try to eat. 
          
          Life was depressing before, but now I'm really restricted from my happiness. My friends, family and the love of my life.  
          
          I'm sorry about this and if anyone needs help I'm here, I hate watching people suffer. I'd put my life infront of a strangers. 
          
          Please stay safe and smile.
          
          Love, Toby. <3

Wow! 40 followers! For a celebration I started my Future! Falls series!  It's BillDip of course... >:3

YA'LL I GOT AN UPDATE IDEA FOR WATTPAD!
          
          So basically I was just having normal daydreams about how people in our world need to STAY TF INSIDE... and What if we had an option to let another author help write and edit a story from their account?

Okay! This is an author's question! I am writing a BillDIp story. Opinion. Lemon or no lemon? I would like to see if you're comfortable with (skippable) lemon.

How do you guys feel about BillDip?  (Bill Cipher X Dipper Pines)