Tomatolife15

Alright so I will not be giving details but I found a way to write so I'ma go work on Dollar and maybe timeless secret!!!!! And be working on an auuuu called Crimson Chance and Cattie Noire

I am so sorry Abt this summer. Most of you know that I am seriously struggling with my parents continuing to take my phone. But now I have a new phone and only 2 years til I'm 18. Let's ask whatever deity we believe in I DONT loose it again so I can actually finish stories.... Tho I have been writing and plan to copy paste my fanfics over here, though I'm also working on an original I plan on publishing and going professional!!!!!!! But that's a long ways away so. I'm not going to respond to every comment I've seen, but I'll let you know I read them all and will do my best to keep my stories going this school year. Thank you for your patience and hella strong will with waiting for me and putting up with this. And for all your kind words about my books! Just know that if I spontaneously stop writing again after this post, I wasn't able to stay on my parents good side, or I'm hella busy. I have school, and an actual date for my heart procedure!!!! (October 23 ppl! Let's go!) So I'm stressed, sick as hell, and it's hard enough to keep up with the friends I somehow have now. Also, I'm on the wattpad website in incognito mode cause I don't want my parents knowing Abt this..... Anyways, love all of you droplets and I'll see you when I finish a chapter!

Hola I just realized that you write ALOT of story’s lol good for you!! 

Okay y'all, im back and workingnon Doll but I need somenof y'alls help. So im (currently) labeling as a demigirl lesbisn. And theres this girl. I wanna ask her out so bad but idk. Im a nervous wreck and shes so pretty and cool! Should I do it? I dunno if she even likes girls but I cant handle this crush and I'm considering asking her out... but what do yall think?

IM BACK FROM THE DEAD EVERYONE!!!!!! What is the first book y'all want me to update? I better get to bed tho before my parents take my phone
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I love your name lol ⁽⁽٩(๑˃̶͈̀ ᗨ ˂̶͈́)۶⁾⁾

Hey so guys, I’m thinking abt making an original book on here, not a fanfic or anything. I have no clue what I’m gonna make it about yet except it’s gonna be gay. But first would anyone even want to read it? The MC(s) are gonna be like anywhere between 14-20 cause it’s how I role. And if any of you would be interested in reading an og book of mine just lemme know!

My 1:00 am idea of the day is IMS MAKE A ONESHOT POSSIBLE BOOK WHERE ADRIEN AND LUKA ARE TRANS (Adrien coming out as transfem and Luka being transmasc for a few years already) AND ITS GONNA BE A LUKADRIEN STORY CAUSE I HAVENT PLAYED WITH THAT YET! How many of y’all will support this oneshot that I may turn into a book? Just want a head count of how many people actually WANT this. I’m doing it either way.

Out of pure boredom here is my original song (the lyrics at least) “Against The World”. Pls do not steal because I spent days crying in my room while writing this song cause it’s about my fucking depression and shit. Not even my therapist has seen it yet but I’m planning on showing her. When I’m an adult ima have a yt channel and record myself singing it. 
          
          
          “I’m not gonna sugarcoat the truth anymore. I’m gonna write it in plain sight in these songs that I sing. I’m gonna let the world know what’s really going on inside of me. I’m tired of pretending to be someone I’m not. But even if I tell the world will anyone care? Does anyone even care anymore what I have to say or is it what it feels like just me against the world day and night. The stars in the sky made for wishing ain’t made for me. Cause it’s just me against the world and that’s how it’s gotta be. I grew up a social butterfly funny how that changed when you’ve almost been kidnapped twice. Told to be more social told to be more reserved. Which one is it oh what to do to be the person you want me to be? I’m not going to pretend to be someone I’m not anymore. But if I show the world who I am will anyone care? Does anyone even care anymore what I have to say or is it what it feels like just me against the world trying not to die cause the stars in the sky made for wishing ain’t made for me. I’m just a teenaged girl trying’ not to commit suicide. Just me against the world and I guess that’s fine with me. Why when I tell people what’s going on they just get mad. “I’m 15 I have nothing to be depressed about” that’s what I tell myself. But it never helps the hurt. I guess I have to pretend to be someone I’m not. Cause even when I tell the world no one cares. Does anyone even care anymore what I have to say or is it what is feels like just me against the world trying to survive cause the stars in the sky made for wishing ain’t made for me.”
          
          That’s not the full song but I ran outta room lol.

Omg I just checked the rankings for Doll (cause it’s early and my mom hasn’t taken her phone back lol. Well actually it’s 11:30 so…) and it’s 3 in Marcaniel!!! Omg I am over the moon you all! It’s honestly my dream to create things that people can enjoy WHILE spreading my love of God(hence the “May God bless you all” and other things like that I included in my outros now). And Satan will try to stop me but God keeps proving he is on my side in this and I will never stop. And when I’m FINALLY 18 (God that’s a long time away) I will have full control on my life and no one can stop me. Also how many of my followers or viewers are Pokémon fans? I mostly write Miraculous Ladybug stuff but I also write Pokémon stuff and if I do have a good amount of Pokémon followers and viewers I’ll write Pokémon stuff more often. Anyways that’s all I have to say at the moment so may God bless you and remember he doesn’t care if your lgbtq+ and if he does then ima mouse. See you all whenever, Rain, out.