ToreMcNeill

Lou's 28programme selling out fast!!  28clothing.com 

ToreMcNeill

@ToreMcNeill I got the black "28" turtleneck, and the black hoodie.  Jfcffs, I have never spent that kind of money for two articles of clothing!  And he's going to have a drop everyfuckingmonth!  Wtf Lou.  I swear to Fook, if he drops another album, and starts selling tickets for that tour, 2 months after he gets home from FITFWT, like he did with WWT, I'ma fly to the UK and beat that fine ass of his black & blue !!  Grrrr....
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virgoelite

Did you get anything??
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ToreMcNeill

Lou's 28programme selling out fast!!  28clothing.com 

ToreMcNeill

@ToreMcNeill I got the black "28" turtleneck, and the black hoodie.  Jfcffs, I have never spent that kind of money for two articles of clothing!  And he's going to have a drop everyfuckingmonth!  Wtf Lou.  I swear to Fook, if he drops another album, and starts selling tickets for that tour, 2 months after he gets home from FITFWT, like he did with WWT, I'ma fly to the UK and beat that fine ass of his black & blue !!  Grrrr....
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virgoelite

Did you get anything??
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ToreMcNeill

Another artist lost their battle with mental illness today...  July is such a cruel month for me already...
          Chester Bennington followed his friend, Chris Cornell on 7/20/2017....
          My friend, another musician, Hunter White, followed almost a year later on 7/11/2018...
          I had to hear about that one on the radio on the way home from work. Had to pull over and get sick.
          Today, Sinead O'Conner joined them, after previously losing her son to suicide.
          I'm crying at work....  just want to go home.  Check in on your family and friends , if it is only to tell them how much they are loved, and how much they matter. 
          Just trying not to get too much in my head....

McBenz3

@ ToreMcNeill  of course , too be fair I never had an Idol so I might not fully grasp the severeness but I whish you strength to fight through it. It might not always seem as if something good will ever come again but if you change perspectives you will always find some good in the bad, this is something I do atleast and it helps me (also reading and ignoring the world ) but yeah just trying to do or find something that makes me happy will do a great thing in helping me succeed over bad things.
            
            and as my signature always goes: I whish you ultimate bliss 
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ToreMcNeill

@ToreMcNeill @McBenz3 thank you so much for reaching out with such kind words of support.  I really appreciated that you took the time to do so! <3  It is a struggle to not let what happened to affect my own mental health because music is my medicine, and I'm just so tired of losing people, especially when it is a close friend.  My heroes have always been on vinyl, and in my darkest times, music never left me when everyone else did.  Thank you again, and remember to lead in love, leave in kindness....
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McBenz3

@ ToreMcNeill  don't give up look around you we love your stories and remember there is always something worth living for. Focus on that and always remember that you are enough, you are worthy and after darkness there will always come sunshine 
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sweetiehrts

hi i just saw ur comment on a story and it was so
          hot so like.. i think ur hot

ToreMcNeill

@lovelykibo thank you so much for the appreciation : )
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sweetiehrts

ur comments were just.. really attractive 
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sweetiehrts

um it was satyriasis i think
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creatingnewthings123

Feeling sp sad today

ToreMcNeill

@creatingnewthings123 well, it is still important to me to check in. Just because you are getting through it, doesn't mean you don't need a friend to look after you, love.
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LoveLou__

Miss you my friend. x

ToreMcNeill

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@LoveLou__  Miss you too, and our talks...  wish Wattpad would unfuck itself already.  They have, in essence, told me to quit sending in service repair tickets.  FFS!  how long has this shit been down already!  If I don't fall asleep after I get home from donating tonight, I will start an email!  My laptop at home is a have assed Dell someone gave me to recycle, and I took it apart, and have been using to stream TV & movies for 5 years, the only problem, if I have more than one tab open at a time, it crashes.  I'll take it, it serves a purpose.  I will have to email on my phone, which I hate, but will do, because I am so missing you, my friend!!  I could insert an array of song lyrics here....  If this is what we have to resort to, then do it I shall, you mean too much to me. :'(  (btw, getting home from concert flights, etc., had me in a post travel/concert coma for 14 hrs. I don't sleep for shit when I travel)
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creatingnewthings123

Hi how are you?
          
          Sometimes I’m so tired of being the «strong one» in the friendgroup… I dont want to be strong anymore:(

creatingnewthings123

@ToreMcNeill Two days in a row of mountain climbing!
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ToreMcNeill

@creatingnewthings123 nooo!  I love my peeps & stories here...funny though, the messaged me in the app., and it did not repeat, not once. Hmm...
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