@TrulyMadlyLarry
I know right, When I found out about the funeral I felt such anguish, a tightness in my chest that I can't even describe and it's been horrible, I really can't believe it, the photos of the boys crying at the funeral made it all so much more real but even so I still haven't realized it, you know?
Take it easy love.❤️
I’ve been struggling to find the right thing to say ever since Liam’s passing. Today was his funeral, and it still doesn’t feel real. I wish I could find the words to express how much the boys impacted me growing up, and how much they still mean to me after all of these years. Without this fandom, I wouldn’t have met some of my best friends. One Direction will always hold a special place in my heart, and I still love them just as much now at 26 years old as I did as a 13 years old girl. One Direction was there for me during my transformation from an awkward, insecure teenager to a grown woman with a successful career, master’s degree, loving husband, and fulfilling adult life. It’s crazy to think that I’ve been a fan of the boys for half of my lifetime.
In 2015, I had the honor of attending the OTRA tour on Liam’s birthday. That was the last time I ever saw the boys live, and now it is such a bittersweet memory to reflect back on: the entire stadium singing happy birthday to Liam. His family, friends, and Bear have all been in my thoughts.
I do want to continue writing fan fiction eventually. Liam loved his fans, and he loved One Direction, and I know he would want the fandom to stick together during hardships. I will do so when I feel ready.
Until then, rest in peace, Liam Payne. ❤️
@TrulyMadlyLarry i am in high school and was but a toddler at the peak of 1D, so i am often viewed as "not a true directioner", but I am. i discovered them at the end of last year and my life changed forever. their voices kept (keep) me going when I'm doing whatever, from chores to homework to relationship and family problems. they saved my life, in a way. when i heard the news on october 16 (that day will be ingrained in my head forever), my heart dropped in my chest. i was in such shock, that I didn't believe that is was real. i kept repeating, often out loud, "oh my god, this cant be real". all of my friends checked on me to see if i was okay. i wasn't, not really. on wednesday, november 20 (wednesday is the shittiest day for directioners) it become real for me, i guess? like oh shit, its real, but also a feeling of relief. his son, his girlfriend, his family, his friends, the boys, and the fandom finally got closure. rip Liam. you will be missed.
I am currently 13 and relapsed back into my One Direction phase after Liam’s unfortunate death and all I can say is that this fandom is so freaking amazing, and the boys will always be some of my favorite people I have ever had the fortune of discovering. In only these past few months they truly made a mark in my life that will forever be a part of who I am. Your stories are some of the best I’ve read and I feel that they really embody the personalities each of the boys have and it makes reading your books so much fun.
And as for Liam, I am still in shock and I don’t think I will ever really accept the fact that he is gone. It’s a different kind of pain, having been growing up with them but only appreciating them after they had gone on the hiatus. It really hurts to know I will never get to see my favorite band preform, or see their brotherhood (maybe relationships: Larry) in the present. Regardless, this band is amazing and i will miss them terribly.
Thanks for listening to my rant :) you’re are amazing
Rest in peace Payno, we miss you
i love your stories
I started writing a short Gallavich/Shameless story about Ian and Mickey’s honeymoon! You can read the first part here: https://www.wattpad.com/1470460354?utm_source=ios&utm_medium=link&utm_content=share_reading&wp_page=reading_part_end&wp_uname=TrulyMadlyLarry
Over a month late, but I uploaded a Fourth of July Gallavich/Shameless one shot! You can read it here: https://www.wattpad.com/story/371412949?utm_source=ios&utm_medium=link&utm_content=story_info&wp_page=story_details&wp_uname=TrulyMadlyLarry
Omfg I just realised who you are ! Detention was the first fanfiction I read on wattpad !!!
Hey, I was just wondering, when do you think Fools Gold is gonna be available to read?
where you been loca!!! come back
I’m a few days late, but here’s a Larry Halloween one shot! Enjoy! https://www.wattpad.com/1394377162?utm_source=ios&utm_medium=link&utm_content=share_writing&wp_page=create_on_publish&wp_uname=TrulyMadlyLarry&wp_originator=bU19jPuGR2D352QsK65xzoRbWQJfaJFhn9KxeuLX%2BD%2FHxU6REWXu7e9mjT5y0VLISF5oIGDLIvnN8hwlOdsEVFW5SA8Ikh3B8kIe%2FJMWjqOX8nKM6YTwUsmftMVH4Qpp
