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I have learned how to ride a horse. *crickets*
          But thats not why I've been such a crappy updater. 
          I moved recently.
          And I know it probably means very little to you guys, but it means a lot to me. I'm not performing as I should be. I take that to heart. Life still kinda sucks, but at least I'm alive and living it. 
          I should write while I'm young and angsty and have a lot of shitty life experiences to base my writing off of. 
          Yeah.
          I'll get to it.
          You guys are the best.

thanks! :D i'm really excited for it!

Writing real characters is so hard. I actually forgot how difficult it is, which looking back is ridiculous. XD Agh. Writing is hard. Agh. Agh.

Mood: Sliping into a tub of boiling water with soft jazz and a fresh glass of grape juice

It's actually kinda exciting to be back. I just need to obtain my license (which is really hard because no one in my family wants/has time to teach me). Because I hate writing inside. I hate being locked up in my room with Spotify playing edgy 2014 hits while I'm curled up in a blanket, making out with my pillow, and attempting to write a romance novel. I wanna hang out with my characters. I wanna be curled up in a sweatshirt under a slide somewhere, typing on my cellphone about some of my characters doing couply things at a park. I wanna get caught in the rain and write about it. I wanna lay under the children's table at a library and just chill there. Or sit on a bench somewhere random and just people watch and write about it. I wanna be around people. But I can't go anywhere until I get my license, which is really frustrating me. Because my family likes to make fun of me for not being able to drive all the time, but when I beg them to practice with me, they're like, "I can't, I'm busy, I'm tired, I'm sore, I don't want to." Blah blah blah. So. Blah. I somewhat miss the action and drama of high school. It was actually nice to be surrounded by so many obnoxious people, because they were there for my advantage. My writing pleasure. So, anyhoo, I'm glad to be back. I've missed this neato post option on Wattpad, and hopefully I won't miss out on anything. Hehe.

A list of updated interests, for those who care.
          
          Frequent showers
          This should sound stupid. But I used to not bathe a lot because I thought it was a waste of time. Um. I can't explain it better than saying I was rebelling against my parents and society. Well. I look back and cringe at this and now bathe quite regularly, for a multitude of reasons. 
          
          Nails
          I love painting my nails. I used to not do it because I thought it was too girly, but painting your nails doesn't have to be girly and it's actually nice. It makes your nails looks nice. And it's an inexpensive accessory that can do a lot with just a little.
          
          Hair Dye
          I love dying my hair. I really really really love it. I love it so much that I started showering more often and using specific types of shampoo and conditioner to make sure my hair stayed beautiful and healthy so I could keep dying it. I love having colored hair. It makes me feel all colorful and pretty. 
          
          Photography
          I have been in yearbook for a long time. So. Strange. Lol. (Not really.) I actually became quite good at taking pictures and capturing moments. And it makes me happy. And I've also learned that I really love taking pictures of robotics and I plan to pursue that in college.

Gosh. High school sucked. It took away all my free time. And was actually super depressing. Hopefully college is better. I really hope college is better. I have a lot of short stories that I need to get off paper and get online. I'll probably work on that after I work on the countless other things I have to do. 
          
          I feel like I'm slowly restarting an old machine. Flipping switches, brushing off some dust, cranking back in some bolts, and slowly getting back on the bike that powers it all. I'm gonna get my shit done. And ya'll are gonna read and like it. Hopefully. I actually can't force anyone to like anything that I write. XD I can only hope it's enjoyable.

Writing and I haven't been getting along these past few years. Life is an unfortunately distracting burden that also has prevented me from getting much done. But I'm honestly not a big fan of excuses. So. I'll try to jump back up on the train a bit this summer. :)

Thanks for the follow ❤

Since I'm going to a robotic's World's Championship tomorrow, and the next few days after that, I'm going to be writing some hardcore robot stories. AI? Fighting robots? Mars exploration? Who knows? I don't. I'm just expecting something...metalic.
          
          Oh, also, I've been pouring romance for these past few weeks, so there's that too. Haha. :)