UAndILostFaithInLife

Rant
          
          
          
          Im so fucking tired of life cuz I want to quit karate but I can’t or won’t cuz my dad said “I don’t have a real reason to quit” but I actually do cuz 1. I have like suicidal thoughts but I can’t do anything cuz I’m always surrounded by ppl family or someone  
          2. School just school.
          3. I want to quit because I’m always overthinking like “what if I did this move wrong” or “I look like a total fucking idiot” “I hope I don’t fail grading” “wait what move was that? Maybe I should just copy others but what if they’re doing it wrong and so am I?”
          The only time I’m alone is when I arrive home early and my mom is sleeping upstairs and my sis cousin and dad are at work/school/collage 
          Or they went shopping and I’m sick and don’t wanna go.
          My mental and physical state went so bad to the fact I had another fucking relapse this morning and all my work of 3-4 months were gone. I also swore to myself I won’t let that happen cuz I wanted to start fresh cuz my cousin just moved in with us cuz she got a scholarship in Ireland. Now I have to go back to wearing jumpers or clothes with sleeves after I finally felt comfortable wearing shirts. 
          
          I’m so sorry u guys had to read allat shit I don’t want to concern anyone and this is just a rant.
          I hope u all have a good day/evening/night 
          
          Byeeeeeeeeee 
          
          -Rey 
          

OMG IS THAT A PIXEL AND LUMAS FAN I SEE???? (SRRY THIS IS RANDOM I LOVE PIXELDRINK AND LUMASVR AND MHA)

I’m in the fandom house of puso for a few months now and I feel rlly bad for Puso and Bayani they don’t deserve the things happening to them 😭🙏

LONG AHH RANT AHEAD! READ IF U WANT!
          
          Guys I have smth to say.. yk that live yesterday Pixel/PixelDrink did? He and Lumas are quitting MHA content but I knew that they would do this someday because in the last few episodes Lumas looked like he had enough of MHA and was like rlly down or smth and you can see it in pixel too. In the fishing episode he and Lumas looked like they had a great time outside of the reaction room rather than in the room. You can also see it the cooking episode where Bakugo makes katsudon for Izuku.
          
          Pixel said that he will be quitting MHA content on his MAIN Channel- PixelDrink- and will be moving the MHA content to his second channel-PixelDrink Live- he also said that My Craft Academia will be making a comeback too-I CANT WAIT🙏  he will be posting vids on his main account like idk “PixelDrink goes to china and learn mandarin”lol- and just random things what he would like to do with Lumas like streams and stuff.
          
          Since Lumas ALSO decided to quit MHA content pixel said he would have to find someone else to voice act deku but he doesn’t know yet.  
          
          I will always stay by pixels side no matter what even if he’s quitting MHA content as he’s the first my first ever YouTuber that made me feel like there’s a tomorrow🫶.
          
          I STILL HAVE SOME MORE THINGS TO SAY BUT I WONT CUZ SORRY FOR THIS LONG AHH VENT ABT PIXEL I JS WANTED TO SAY WHAT ON MY MIND😔 IF U HAVE ANY QUESTIONS ABT PIXEL FEEL FREE TO ASK ME😛 BTW HAVE U SEEN THAT FREDDY PIXEL MADE😭 SIMÓN DID NOT LIKE HIM😭💔
          
          LOVE YOU PIXEL MWA❤️🫶

Bakudeku smile

I’m so tired and school is coming up and I still haven’t finished chapter seven of my book (I’m just editing it T^T)

When I was at the library to return a few book I left my BKDK bookmark in a book and gave it to the guy working there after a few mins he came up to my and my sister and said “uhh excuse young girl is h left ur bookmark in the book is this urs?” Me: “yes yes that’s mine tysm for giving it back to me” I AM NOT A “YOUNG GIRL” TWELVE IS NOT THAT YOUNG UNC✌️ 

SPAIN WOOOOOOOONNNN THEY WON THE WORLD CUP LETSFUCKINGGOOOOOOOO

I love Pixel and Lumas that they became my pfp lol✌️✨✨

I found this new like short bl anime and it’s called ‘Quiet Please’ AMD IM IN LOVE WITH IT IM SO HAPPY IT CURED MY DEPRESSION ✨ ÆÆ