I can't help but think about "it" again, the reason and all behind it (it could be also that you wanted to separate from me, sorry if this message will uhm... hurt you somewhere... just a random thought came in mind... like if you want some space you can just easily ask permission to me directly and I would always be fine with the idea... but if none of those then you may proceed reading the rest)
But yeah to start things off I can say I'll wait for this two months, like really (np)
but you should come back atleast once you're properly rested on social media... (which was what you mentioned, 2 months off phone...)
While thinking about it, the mention of "death" was very well highlighted and gave me this thought...
That I would like to be for you till the end... like an extra company of some sort and always tryna know the updates of how your state is going, wether it is getting worst or better while hoping for the best outcome, it's alright to be weak and vulnerable sometimes, for example... crying... theres no need to force yourself to keep it all in if you dont have to
So I hope you will come back opening up to me at that time... hearing your side of the story that you are comfortable of sharing no matter how random it might be
Just want to remind you, I will always here for you (like an amazing friend, supporter...)
Till then when this two months will pass, I can't wait to talk to you again... even if its your last moments...
Please don't be mad about this... sorry for the trouble... just ignore this if you want, I just stated what I want to say and thats all...
