"And they say that I am the sick boy
Easy to say, when you don't take the risk boy
Welcome to the narcissism
Where we're united under our indifference"
 ~In many fandoms
 ~okay with talking
~Account for when i need space

"I may speak tough but thats because im hurting
They say im supposed to know the world
but im still learning

How am i expected to make it
All i know is to write my life
Before someone takes it

We are supposed to be safe
so why dont weapons have rules
while Im learning hoe to run in School

Kids back then didnt have to worry
So why do they live
like their actions didnt hurt me

Told to get back in my place
to act my age
before i get punched in the face

But I was raised to act older
raised to be bolder
raised to look over my shoulder

then told to act like a kid
to pretend i cant notice
what these generations did:

To the goverment
to its people
How are we to recover from this

people so caught up fighting face to face
its almost scary
what they did to this place

people suffer everyday
just because of something small 
like coming out as gay

We have to have a good pace
get going fast
If we want to win this race

More people die everyday
from this brutality 
my world looks so grey

I miss the happiness i felt
but now at the end of the day
My knees begin to melt

I collapse on the ground 
and pray to god
in the end true peace will be found

People will call me depressed 
for how i made this sound
Thats how theyll make me dress

Fit the role of a Mental illness
so when people read these words 
They will hit less

I swear im not sad
To counteract your belief
im just mad

People get away with causing pain
then when theyre caught
theyll turning it into your face.

Say its my fault i got killed
should have known...
Should have had more skill

People talk likes the signs are okay 
heres a warning: 
Dont break their facade or  else your prey

If i can just  question one thing please~

how can you live your life in glee
when your raised
To trust nobody?"