Sleep time~

sorry guys, I'm just never on wattpad anymore
          
          I pop on every once in a blue moon but yeah I wont be active too often

I'm back!

Guys my phone broke so I can't see what I'm typing and I dont like writing on my laptop so I cant work on stuff :((

Sorry for not updating... I just can't 
          
          God I hate life

Hear me out... should I make an among us fanfic?

It is officially my birthday!

This is a rant cuz I'm just upset right now because whenever I disagree with my dad he just annoys me and bloody says his house his rules and calls himself a dictator.
          
          
          I know this is a petty thing to rant about and makes me seem spoilt but whatever I just needed to get this off my chest cuz I'm already dealing with enough.
          
          You know when you actively ask for something FOR LITERAL YEARS because you know in the long term it will benefit you mental health even if you dont have a mental disorder like anxiety or something that you know of? 
          
          Well I've been asking for a dog for the past 3-5 years because our cats are getting old, my bearded dragon may have a tumour that my dad wont get checked by the vet cuz 'hes gonna die within the next couple of years anyway why waste money' and we have chickens that ARENT ALLOWED IN THE HOUSE.
          
          I fucking quit. I just want a pet that I can spend time with once all of our pets die because my dad cant be bothered to look after them and has to get reminded every COUPLE OF MONTHS to feed his own damn lizard that he's had longer than his own daughter has been alive. My brother is never in the house, my mom always has work and I always try my best to look after them. WE GOT FARM ANIMALS IN OUR CITY AREA BEFORE A COMMON HOUSEHOLD PET. 
          
          He's ready to spend thousands of pounds on alexas and playstations and lie on his ass watching TV after he finishes working from home in a normal 9-5 sales job. Yet says a dog is too much money and no one has time. LIKE YES WE BLOODY DO!

You know that dreadful feeling you get when you're reading a fanfic and you're halfway through and then you get the dreaded 
          
          
          
          "I am no longer interested in *insert fandom here*"
          
          LIKE OMG WHY WOULD YOU DO THIS TO MEEEEE

@Welcome_to_Cecil oh welcome back XD 

I dont really like to vent about stuff (hence why I usually delete it after a few hours) but a lot has happened in the past hour and I'm so sorry if I dont update like I said I would. 
          
          I'll try to get ontop of it soon (as well as roleplays) but I seriously have no motivation and don't want to have to explain why in too much detail. <3