VThirlwall_39

Busy rn so I have trouble updating my bbangsaz fic

VThirlwall_39

Ahhh I'm addicted playing Genshin Impact and I hate myself for playing it just now!! And the ships, the characters UwU.It just keeps getting better and better that I can't take my eyes off of my computer screen!!! >.<
          
          Ps.I SHIP LUMINE X AYAKA, BEIDOU X NINGGUANG,JEAN X LISA AND KEQING X GANYU!!!

irenesbitch

and their chemistry is amazing
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irenesbitch

it8s okay you have jean!! i only have ayaka, hopefully as we progress we get stronger
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VThirlwall_39

@irenesbitch yup beido is my pfp (cuz she's cool on this fanart) well..I just started playing and I have no luck on wishes HUHUHU POOR MEEE!! So my main is Jean and Xiangling for now. I really wish I can have more 5 stars characters
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VThirlwall_39

I'm proudly announcing that I'll be seriously publishing my own Books here in my account hence my own Characters and choice whether it'll be gxg, bxb or straight and it's not a Fanfiction. Again it's not a Fanfiction so for those who wanted to unfollow me or who wanted to stay and check it out feel free to.^_^

VThirlwall_39

I have a Question.. If I posted a story that I made on my own meaning to say that I created my own characters and NOT a Fanfiction about anyone else but just purely from my Imagination will Someone even read it?? Because I think y'all are only interested on the fanfictions I wrote.

UnloyalBiasHoe

I’d be down to read whatever you write
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TwiceClub101

@VThirlwall_39 That would be something new for me to try. So yes!
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VThirlwall_39

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Hi guys, I'm so sorry for not updating. Feeling like shit a lot lately, there's just.. there's just so many problems and I feel like I can't solve them, cuz I really can't.. and that's bothering me like hell. I wanna continue writing but then this inner voice inside my head tells me to stop, like no one's gonna read it anyway?? Total shit and when I update or write again I'll just leave it and never finish it anyways so it's freaking really bothering me right now.
          
          I just.. I have this problem where I have a lot of imagination or passion for something but I lack the strength to Do it? Like I always feel tired and shitty and negative thoughts starts spreading so the ending is I'm never gonna do it like when I gave it a 2nd thought there's None.. I just can't.. 
          
          I'm so sorry, I'm trying to change myself for the better but it's still... It'll take time. I hope that soon enough I'll be able to accomplish something that I like and be able to write again here without any negative thoughts holding me back..

VThirlwall_39

@Jodanwolfie Yess, that's what I'm feeling, it's like whenever I think about writing or writing in person I feel like something is wrong or preventing me like I'm losing motivation. Thank u very much for the advice!! I'll keep that in mind ❤️
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Jodanwolfie

@VThirlwall_39 hey hey...i know how hard it feels, i've been through it before. Like you really want to write, it really is your passion and something you love, but at the same time you feel like you're losing motivation and the will to write it, right? It's alright, it's not our obligation to write, it's what we love, not what we have to do, so you don't have to listen to your other voice and just take things slowly, don't push yourself :)
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