ViSa

I will always love you no matter what, let me enjoy the pain when I lose you

To the one I love the most, happy valentine day ed.

It's hurt so bad 

Also, the last.  I hate my house. I hate the fact that I was born in this family. I really hate it. I swear to God if if he ask me what one thing that I could change in my life is it. I don't want to be here. 

Sometimes I scream, can't you know my conditions?  I don't want to tell anything because it will make me look so weak in the end. 

I want to tell you,  I'm not happy. I want to tell you, my life feel miserable. I want to tell you, my life is empty. But  what I did when you ask me, I say "I'm really happy with my life", I lied to you because I want to show that whether with or without you Im still happy and living my life. 

Hurting each other dengan menceritakan kehidupan siapa yang sudah menjadi baik.
          Haha.  Lucu ya. Sangat. 
          
          Berpura² bersikap seolah baik² saja.
          Suara lantang dan jelas agar terdengar biasa. 
          
          Semuanya kepura²an... 
          
          Yang sebenarnya ingin saya katakan adalah "saya sedih, saya juga kesepian"

Datang cuman untuk mengolok²

Baka

Duh, saya ingin chat duluan. Tapi tidak bisa. Malu.