Wolfie you idiot… please come back… please… Not being with you… And I mean not having you as my lover, hurts me far more than anything else. Please don’t do this. Please… have another account and just… see this some day… I don’t want to lose you. You leaving forever will do more permanent and dangerous damage than anything else. Additionally, stop assuming my feelings you idiot. I’ve never once said I was hurting like that. Never. Do you being gone from time to time hurt? Well yes. But that’s a good thing. It means I love you. It’s when it stops hurting… that’s when you know things are bad. But it hurts. However it’s nowhere near enough pain that I want us to separate. I need you in my life. Please.