Crow🐦‍⬛va

meow TwT

Hold shit man
          
          Okay so life has been
          
          I sprained my finger,both my dogs have been ill(we don't know why,Thais has never happened and we think that someone tossed something in the garden and it poisoned them) I GOT MY PERIOD AND MY MOTHER HAS BEEN DRINKING FOR OVER TWELVE HOURS 

I can't anymore,MORE VENT POST CAUSE HOLY SHIT MY LIFE IS WILD
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          My mother,whom I've been openly trans to and stuck by the same name for FIVE YEARS!!, is purposefully calling me dead name to a child whom didn't know me before hand AND NOW SAID CHILD IS CALLING ME DEADNAME!?
          
          
          I'm so pissed,not at the kid,never at the kid but at my mother
          
          
          The fact is IM LEGALLY CHANGING KY NAME NEXT YEAR SO SHE CANT EVEN SAY THAT NAME WITHOUT IT BEING LEGITIMATELY WRONG LMAOOO
          
          
          
          ALSO WHY IS IT SUCH A BIG DEAL IM GOING OUT? GOTTA TELL EVERYONE MY SHIT WTF?

SWEETHEART DO YOU HAVE DISCORD?

HEYA POOKIE'S 
          
          HAVE A GOOD DAY AND MAKE SURE TO EAT<3 AND DRINK(WATER)
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          Rant post cause I'm kinda pissed 
          
          
          
          
          
          
          This is a very trashy and kinda a trauma dump but I have no one to rant to, nothing important to read<3
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          So I have a history of attempts that I've kept hidden,as in hardly anyone knows, recently I almost made another attempt (in the OD category) the keyword *almost* and my mom found out(she knew of a previous attempt) and is spreading this info to OTHER PEOPLE WITHOUT MY CONSENT!!?? and I wouldn't have known she was doing this if I didn't overhear,she's also claiming I would never do this(I repeat,despite knowing I have tried) she knows nothing on why or the reasoning and is automatically assuming stuff(not cool)
          
          So yeah:( not fun
          
          Also keeps calling me dead name and shitty pronouns that I refuse to identify with but I will probably lose contact when I move out so I just gotta put up with it:(
          
          I'm so close to lashing out at her for not respecting I'm a dude now(I have been out for over FIVE!!! years!!!EVEN PEOPLE I HATE RESPECT MY PRONOUNS!!!??) She's ALSO TELLING PEOPLE IM A GIRL!LIKE LITERALLY ANYONE I MEET ON MY OWN AND STUFF MY MOM JUST SAYS IM A GIRL AND HER ONLY DAUGHTER (UGH) THEN MY DEAD NAME AND THEN THE PERSON CALLS ME MY DEAD NAME AND IM SO UPSET!!
          
          Now my dad...I haven't seen him in five years(not cause the trans thing,he was kinda a shitty dad(low-key abused my mom and brother))  I miss him ngl,I feel shit for missing him but he never hurt me yk? I just want my dad:(
          
           last thing I told him was I was trans but I lost contact and don't know what he thinks of that
          :((
          
          I have seen him semi-recent but he was on a walk and I was driving past,he seemed okay,got a dog! I really want to talk to him but after everything with my brother's and dad being at eachothers throats it's kinda a warzone that I don't want to be in:((
          
          
          
          As I'm writing this my mother has dead named me multiple times while I'm not there:/

Hellooo, been a while, I'm alive 
          
          Hope everyone is well,have a good day/night!!
          
          
          
          
          Anyway just watched S1 of sweet home(it's good,I recommend)
          
          (Sorta spoiler but not really)
          
          At the very end of ep10 a guard just disappeared and I wanna know if anyone else saw that shit too!?bro is just gone!?

Hehe. Happy new years :3

{insert evil laugh}
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          
          No context hehe

I'm a shark

MERRY CHRISTMAS/HAPPY HOLIDAYS!!!
          
          OR WHATEVER YOU CELEBRATE!!!!
          
          enjoy your day!!