So it's been two months since I updated this so that partner I was talking about abandoned me and neglected me after everything I did for him sacrificing my sanity, empathy, and sleep and well they hurt my friend so him knowing my traumas from my past and how I kept getting abandoned by my friends in irl gave me a panic to be on my own but I'm getting better now just haven't slept sadly but I'm trying any who that's on vr chat I'll be ok 👌