Hi... I won't tell my real name to a stranger... 

5 things about me

1) Man
2) Gay
3) Malaysian
4) Ugly and proud
5) 19

5 things I hate

1)Homophobic
2)Douchebag
3)Pretzels 
4)Candy
5)Slow internet

5 things I love

1)Music
2)Books (especially boyxboy )
3)Sleep
4) Eat
5)Repeat all the above..

My favourite musician is..

1) One Republic 
2) Coldplay
3) Imagine Dragon
4) Adele
5) Maroon 5

I'm sorry if there is a few mistakes on my grammar... English is not my first language.
..I'm not in relationship because it's hard to find a good gay guy in this country.. because LGBT is forbidden in this country...but I'm not here  to have a relationship... I'm here because I want to read boyxboy story... so it can give me a little piece of hope to have relationship....  I'm not a desperate guy but I want to have a relationship... I never have it... I'm 19 but never have relationship?? My heart feel empty because of it.. I don't care if I'm hurt in a relationship(emotionally ) ... It's better hurt than feel nothing at all.. I hate some people (homophobic) that assuming gay guy is thinking about sex 
only... I'm gay.. but it doesn't  mean that I want to suck every guy's cock.... And I don't even want your fucking homophobic cock.. Gay means man love man...  not sex only.. it's love.. we don't ask to become a gay.. I was born this way.. I was born to fall in love with a guy... I was born to fantasize that someone will give me a warm cuddle everyday when I'm asleep..  I was born to give my heart to a guy.. even though he give nothing.. 
To all gay guy around the world... be strong... you will make it... we are the most unique guy in the world... You guys are beautiful just the way you are..