@Volpixal
after about, if not a little over, two months,
Damn These Vampires has concluded.
People have called me insane, and they are right. No person in their right mind would do what I did. But I did it, it's done, and now, I can rest in peace.
I CAN MOVE ON NOW GUYS
MAYBE THE VSMP HYPERFIXATION WILL CHILL OUT NOW(this is highly unlikely)
THE FINAL CHAPTER OF DTV WILL BE COMING OUT EITHER SOMETIME TODAY OR AS SOON AS I CAN MAKE IT HAPPEN TOMORROW.
IM EXCITED BUT ALSO SAD
I need more people to read my metal pains story or else I'll be discouraged to write book 2!!!!! T_T
@Volpixal plz try... at least ask one of your friends that is more popular to spread the word.
@the_mystery_medic idk if I have the influence to make people read other fics on Wattpad T-T I’ve recommended stories before and I don’t think anyone’s actually gone and read any of them
If I'm gonna write more ima need more people to vote on the poll I put in the pick a Kakorr thing...
K so I have notes for how I could write more about the “100 Days Multiverse Legs meets Limbo!Avid” idea and they cut off after a certain amount of words in the folder so all I saw of it was “Legundo finds the Waffle House” and unironically I started giggling bcs I forgot about that part
@MultiFandomFox sometimes I get up and just shove some raisins in my mouth before going back to bed at some ungodly hour(the clock is blurry so idk what hour it is specifically)
I know it’s been like two months since VSMP finale but I’m still not over how when Martyn said “for Oakhurst!” to rally the people as they charged the Castle, Legundo said “for YOU” instead because he didn’t think of himself as part of the group anymore, just something useful, more like a tool, to help them make it out and that, aside from killing Owen, was the only purpose he saw left for himself
The “servitude before self to the point of self-destruction” was strong with this one
@MoxytheREALone no Scott was just playing an entirely different game He was like the vine of Obi-Wan vibing to Mr. Sandman while there was explosions going on behind him
BIG SIS
GO INTO METAL PAINS TO VOTE ON THE NEXT KAKORR AU
IT ONLY TAKES A MINUTE TO READ
Just realized I’m putting unnecessary pressure on myself again
We’re gonna break out of this “I gotta do perfect or I’ll let someone down and then that is the most horrible thing I could ever do and so I must avoid it at all costs” mindset one day
…but it is not this day
@Shortnamesaremid YES!! IM GLAD YOU GOT IT THAT IS ONE OF THE MOST MOTIVATING SPEECHES IVE EVER HEARD SO I USE IT TO TRY AND MOTIVATE ME Except in the context I used it for here where it’s just to make the reference
@Volpixal WAS THAT A LORD OF THE RINGS REFERENCE Im so sorry i have no filter i totally know what you mean about pressure. Ugh. Also uh was that last line a lord of the rings reference…
@Volpixal I'm a perfectionist for similar reasons and it sucks. We'll get through this eventually :')
Seeing low numbers on Subathon 2025 viewing on LegundoVODs and going “bet” bcs I’m gonna watch each VOD bcs I don’t use Twitch and they’re giving me life rn
Me: *struggling to start my capstone project and looking for ideas on Google*
Me: *finds NOTHING THAT HELPS*
My friends: oh I just looked up capstone presentation for a novel and–
Me, who had been Trying So Hard: coolcoolcoolcoolcool, very cool, very cool
IM GONNA CRASH OUT I SPENT LIKE THREE DAYS DOING NOTHING BCS APPARENTLY I WASNT USING THE RIGHT WORDS EVEN THO ITS LITERALLY THE SAME THING
I have a track record of not crying over things and then 8 days into 2026 I’m crying so hopefully I’m just getting it out of the way early
Ok we cried a bit and spiralled and then we lost the ability to Feel Emotions again so we’re probably not fine but I can’t tell anymore so I’m gonna go back to pretending I’m fine
I made a DND character for the first time guys
I don’t have a name for her yet but she’s a tiefling rogue and basically she’s a chaotic neutral sky pirate who‘s in a crew but one day hopes to find her own crew to lead
@Volpixal ooh cool! i dont know much about dnd rules but i would really like to play at least once in the future