Lady_Mordem

SCREW YOU VAMPIRES SMP LEGUNDO FOR MAKING ME FEEL THINGS IM CRYING OVER FANART OF CLEO AND THE DOCTOR AGAIN /pos

Reviewing bits of Subathon I missed and apparently Legundo was like “oh yeah Doc would have an emotional support bayonet for sure” and now looking at DTV Legundo I realize I basically gave him two emotional support knives, one of which was intended to be basically a combat/hunting knife/bayonet and I had no idea about the bayonet thing I just wanted to give the guy a knife XD

Hello yes and welcome back to another round of: Do I Actually Need Therapy Or Am I Making This Bigger Than It Actually Is
          
          
          Today’s topic: Realizing I haven’t actually made any progress on my “digging a grave for yourself or taking on too much just to appease someone else/meet what you think is expected of you to avoid disappointing them” behaviours and that it’s much too late to go back so now I’m stuck with a choice I don’t really want to make anyway 
          
          
          
          
          Lowkey tho I’ve been thinking on and off about therapy for about 4 years now, but never made any effort to go try it. I’m not sure what I’m struggling with even counts as therapy worthy and I don’t want to waste the time of the therapist or the money of my parents who would undoubtedly have to pay for sessions only for it not to work anyway and be a burden more than a help, but that is also part of the problem because I think so little of my own needs that if I DO need therapy, I’m likely to just not get it for fear of being a burden or wasting resources for someone else. 
          
          I’m not sure what to do, and the phases where I’m like “do I need therapy?” never last more than a few days to a week at most before I’ve forgotten about it again anyway so idk 
          
          
          Anyway sorry for the rant I’m just Thinking atm

You know what I’ve seen the Iron Lung fics that exist and I am deciding to take matters into my own hands and give Simon happiness for the first time in his life
          
          Xerean is gonna teach this man what sunlight is 
          
          Considering what Xe’s story is rn, this is not gonna be canon to her, but I need to give Simon therapy and Xerean is ironically the most effective way to accomplish this

Why is Ao3 down AGAIN

Chapter 2 of Hold Out Your Hand, My Sister is out!

Shoutout to my irl friends who threatened to kidnap me to get me to play laser tag for the first time and said they needed me so I could infodump on them all about the Iron Lung lore 
          
          
          
          This is literally the most valued I’ve ever felt 
          
          
          Get yallselves some friends like this, and you already have some, don’t you dare let them go

For those who have read Hold Out Your Hand, My Sister:
          
          
          
          
          
          Do yall wanna see the sketch I did for Elle for the fic or would you rather wait

K so the after DTV story has begun. It’s called Hold Out Your Hand, My Sister. 
          
          
          Please keep in mind this is AFTER DTV so if you want to read both, i recommend finishing DTV to avoid spoilers!

*looking at V!Elle*
          
          
          
          
          Did she ever get a color scheme or can I reject reality and substitute my own