Lady_Mordem

Me: *watches Subnautica 2 trailer* 
          
          Also me: *FERAL AUTISM CREATURE SCREECHING BCS ITS SO PRETTY AND ITS SO COOL AND OMG SUBNAUTICA MY BELOVED ITS GONNA BE SO PEAK WE GET PRETTY DEATH FISH AND NEW BIOMES AND ITS GONNA BE SO AWESOME AND BE SO COOL AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHH*

Right so did Wattpad kinda like die for an hour for anyone else or was my internet just really bad–

Me: *wants my input to be appreciated and have people treat me like im contributing something valuable and worthwhile to the team* 
          
          Me when people appreciate my contributions and treat me like a valuable member of the team: they’re putting too much faith in me and I’m gonna mess this all up they’re better off ignoring me or giving me some side task to do so I can stay out of their way 
          
          
          I don’t even understand why or how it’s possible that I can want something good and positive but also belittle myself when it starts happening

Right so… *coughs awkwardly and kicks a rock* 
          
          
          …I may have posted a new fic where TF!Legundo meets V!Legundo 
          
          
          Uh
          
          
          So that’s here now
          
          I’m sorry it’s 6,000 words of me rambling and writing the words in my head but it’s here now so if that interests you it’s there

Legundo: *mentions he read a lot of VSMP fics* 
          
          Me: man that’s so nice and awesome of him to want to see what the community is up to instead of being distant 
          
          *five seconds later*
          
          Me: OH GOD WHAT IF HE KNOWS ABOUT DTV–
          
          
          
          
          For the record that wouldn’t be a bad thing; I would be BEYOND honored that the guy whose character was the final step I needed to go and actually get a therapist read my unreasonably long fic but also like there is a difference between knowing hundreds of people have read my fic as fellow VSMP fans and then also now knowing that one of those readers COULD HAVE BEEN THE GUY WHO MADE THE CHARACTER. 
          
          Idk if that’s a humble brag or like self-centered or something but if it is I’m sorry bcs it’s not meant to be 
          
          I genuinely don’t know if I’m hopeful, terrified, or honored about that idea so I’m kinda poking fun at myself for it 
          
          Anyway that probably took away from the silly point of this announcement so sorry and May The Fourth Be With You!

RIGHT SO I JUST WENT TO A FANCON
          
          
          I GOT A SWORD (Sting, from Lord Of The Rings)
          
          I GOT A PICTURE WITH THE GUY WHO VOICES FISHLEGS 
          
          I SAW THIS REALLY WELL MADE MIDNA HEADSET 
          
          I SAW A DUO WITH A HANDMADE D3RLORD3 AND AN AVERY COSPLAY 
          
          THERE WAS AN AT-ST IT WAS SUPER COOL 
          
          I SAW LIKE FOUR HATSUNE MIKUS
          
          AND THEN THERR WAS A SUPER COOL DARK LINK AND THEY DIDNT TALK BUT THEY REALLY LIKED MY ZELDA COSPLAY 
          
          I GOT TO TAKE A PICTURE WITH SOMEONE COSPLAYING AS UZI AND BOBA FETT AND ALSO HIMOKO TOGA 
          
          I saw some super good Hollow Knight cosplays I would’ve gone and asked for a picture with one as well but I was really nervous for like the first two hours 
          
          I can no longer walk and I’m still shaking so I might’ve been on my feet too long and there was a L O T of things going on but it was super fun

OK SO CAN SOMEONE PLEASE TELL ME WHY DAMN THESE VAMPIRES JUST HIT LIKE 10,000 HITS ON AO3?? 
          
          ITS BEEN LIKE 5 MONTHS HOW ARE PEOPLE STILL FINDING IT
          
          
          
          
          
          
          *confused fear noises*

Went for my driver’s test today… we didn’t pass but I also didn’t kill anyone so I reckon it wasn’t too terrible either 
          
          
          
          
          …so now to handle the disappointment I go write fanfiction *nods*

Today’s joke is brought to you by the discussion of microwaves between me and my friends!
          
          Well the joke is more a phrase but it’s silly and made them laugh so hopefully you think it’s funny too!
          
          Here goes:
          
          “Where there’s a microwill, there’s a microwave”
          
          
          
          
          Remember to drink water <3

Me: *writing Salvation* 
          
          My brain: what if we put V!Legundo in TF!Legundo’s universe and made them interact bcs of that one time Legs said he hated bats just bcs he knew the VSMP fans would go insane. Also what if we made Nominal go to Rogue Hell to look for 4C
          
          
          Me: STOP. *bonk* GIVING. *bonk* ME. *bonk* GOOD. *bonk* FIC IDEAS. *bonk*
          
          
          (I’m bonking the Write Brain)