OKAY OKAY OKAY
I REALLY NEED TO GET THIS OFF MY CHEST.
YES. I KNOW I HAVEN'T UPDATED IN LITERALLY ALMSOT TWO MONTHS. THIS IS PROBABLY THE LONGEST I'VE EVER GONE BETWEEN CHAPTERS WITHOUT WARNING AND HOLY CRAP ITS FRUSTRATING.
-breathes- Alright, let's take it down a notch.
Now here's the story. Well... more like the answer as to why I've been dead.
To keep it short, ever since September I've felt like I was just stuck in a GIANT rut, especially with my writing. But instead of doing what I usually do and do my best to pull myself out, I just sat there, basically digging that rut deeper with all of the excuses I gave myself to just not write at all. And yeah, those excuses were somewhat valid, but definitely not enough to at least try and write everyday, to get past this damn writers block. And now after nearly two months of doing next to nothing, the guilt is really settling in. As usual. But worse.
Look, I know most of you guys are patient and don't mind my huge gaps, and my god, I'm just happy you're still here. But you guys really don't deserve to wait this long, and I don't plan on making you. At least not for two months again.
However, I think I do need to lower my standards a bit. Because it seems like no matter how hard I try, I can never keep up weekly updates consistently. Maybe I will eventually, but as for right now, I think I need to take it slow. I really don't need this to be another stress factor in my life. I mean, I started writing the nuzlocke because it was really fun, and it's just stupid to turn it into something... not fun.
But... yeah. Just needed to get that out there and to let you guys know what the heck was up with my disappearance.
As for the next chapter, I am gonna finish it before December even if it kills me. Then if I die I will rise from the grave to keep writing.
I don't know what to finish this off with...
Bye?
Sure. That works.