narugaraa

I wont be here anymore, i am leaving.. I dont want this.. I never thought things would go this way

Becalmhooman7

@narugaraa fk  no, m not irrutated by you..i never was..nd would nver be even if its in real life....
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Becalmhooman7

@narugaraa Dont leave...please.....nooo
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narugaraa

I had told you i am in my parents home right now and that i will leave on thursday, 

Becalmhooman7

@narugaraa Ik hou van je en ik geef om je
            
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Becalmhooman7

@narugaraa don go..show some pity on m....
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narugaraa

The thing that matters is that you are fine and nothing else

Becalmhooman7

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@narugaraa fine?
            
            Fine...when?
            When was the last time i felt fine? I fucking don't know..
            
            How tf will i be fine when i am waking up at ppl screaming at me, nagging me 24/7 for everything i do...i can't sleep..i play games to calm down and now i fucking cant eve  do that..what tf is wrong with everyone, why tf are they behind me like thi..fkin why cant they lwt m elive..how many fkin days will i spend in cryin, m fkin eyes hurt...m head is klling me 
            
            What the fuck..!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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narugaraa

Everything will be alright, you just have to love yourself and think only about you in this situation, don't think that you are gonna upset people.. You don't and even if You do, its not your fault, we all are different and we cant be perfect.. We dont have to be.. 

Becalmhooman7

@narugaraa nd i fkin love you..ok...keep dat in ur mind...let m kid hear this....i love him kay? So don make m kid feel alone.....he isn't alone....ok...not now..not ever...till m alive..so....just....try to breath, it'll be  alr..
            
            *hugs u"
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Becalmhooman7

@narugaraa frustrtion nd hurt is there ik.....but it wont last forever....do something dat makes u happy draw, write, fonk, mess with him...anything....
            
            Just..don be like tbis...
            
            Trust m...it'll be over..
            
            Nd fk...i hate the fact that m not with u in this moment....should've been born in d same damn country...
            
            Just...
            
            Try to calm dow kay?
            
            Its not over...
            
            We still got our whole life ahead of us, the best moment of our lives is yet to come...so dont say that its over
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Becalmhooman7

@narugaraa nd no...dont say srry for coming in m life....im glad dat u did...so dont say sorry...
            
            Nd..why?
            
            Why are u talkibg like dat?
            
            When did things go like this?
            
            When did we get to its ovwr?
            
            
            It fking aint...
            
            Nd....jus..
            
            Listen to m..
            
            We're still d same...just situtaions are bad with us...it'll be good, fk i will be good......u were encouraging me when i was sad, so do the same with u..
            
            
            It IS NOT over...
            
            U hear tnis?
            
            It fking is not over..
            
            Get that in your head...
            
            U need to rest wolfie, ur stressed....sleep will help u calm a bit....nd..where is he? Cuddle him.....be with him, share thunags with him...juat dont face everything on ur own..
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narugaraa

Thunderstorm? Wear your headphones and breathe.. If not charged then use cotton or smth but like.. You shouldn't hear any sound, dont panick, everything is gonna be alright.. Just breathe and stay calm and once everything settles, try to sleep before it gets worse again 

Royal_Empire_1894

@narugaraa @wolfrae don't you two dare to talk like leaving i hate this 
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Royal_Empire_1894

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@narugaraa ohh fuck 
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Becalmhooman7

@narugaraa ans me damnit

Wolvrae

@narugaraa i..just...read m board...i dont know..just..don leave m
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narugaraa

@Wolvrae it wont be 11 times for you, it will be 21 times for me
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narugaraa

@Wolvrae you wont have to explain yourself if its over.. you wont be hurting.. you wont feel lost.. it will be great
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Royal_Empire_1894

Are you okay

narugaraa

@Royal_Empire_1894 @Becalmhooman7 please dont ,i dont want your message.. by the way we should all focus on our lives
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Becalmhooman7

@Royal_Empire_1894 just tell him stuff...i fkin know he'll see  it
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Royal_Empire_1894

@Becalmhooman7  that brat isn't even replying how am I supposed to make him understand 
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Justin1Poiseuille

I know you don't know me for long but I'll be there if you want to talk to me 

Justin1Poiseuille

@Becalmhooman7 I'll follow you back when you'll get comfortable with it
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Justin1Poiseuille

@Becalmhooman7 no I did not 
            You asked to unfollow this why i did that to make you comfortable 
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Royal_Empire_1894

Heyy..
          
          Don't push me away when you are going through too much .I wanna understand you talk to me ಥ⁠╭⁠╮⁠ಥ

Royal_Empire_1894

@Becalmhooman7 you did good baby bro talk it out 
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Royal_Empire_1894

@Becalmhooman7 baby bro don't stress to much he will come around and yeah we will cherish the bond we love maybe he is too scared
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narugaraa

M sorry.. 

Becalmhooman7

@narugaraa Ik had vandaag echt een erge hoofdpijn... fck, dat deed pijn... En... wanneer ben je weer terug?
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Becalmhooman7

@narugaraa Ik hou van je, mijn bestie, son
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