Hey, I deleted Wattpad. Maybe, if you are lucky, you will someday encounter me being active again, but I believe truly, that it will be the opposite. Remember to drink, eat, sleep and dream enough. You are worth everything, don't let yourself believe otherwise. The world is a beautiful place and even if now it doesn't seem like it for you, believe me that some day it will change. It did for me, so it also will for you. Don't loose hope because of what happens around you. A star needs darkness to be able to shine. But in order to shine, it has to be who it really is, and especially be healthy. Don't change for people and don't try to be someone. Be yourself, and that will be more than enough. You are stronger than you believe. You want it to be over, but if you would drown at sea, you will realise your body will fight to keep you alive (I am, sadly, talking with experience). So don't try to always see the negative in things. You are capable of doing a lot, even if you don't believe it right now. You may have done mistakes or may have experienced things, but no one is perfect and normal, neither am I. All these experiences will shape our heart; will make it so strong, that not even a bullet can hurt it. But you need to allow things to happen in order to grow. Let things happen and if you don't like what happens, fight back. Our mind is capable of a lot of things, don't let it discourage you. I only changed finding new hobbies like journaling, gratitude, crocheting, nature, gym. Maybe yours will be different, but allow yourself to experience the different; to be different. Honey, I know that some options seem better than others, but if I got up from my low, it's because I realised how strong I was and how much I endured. You can do it, don't let yourself down. You're loved, and if you don't believe me, I love everyone. Everyone that is kind and likes to do something. Even sleeping, eating or doing nothing is something people can like- I do too. So yes, I love you too<3