↠Moon Minhee↞

I hereby say goodbye to everything and everyone.
          Goodbye Wattpad.
          
          Goodbyes aren't always negative
           I now realised that I don't need Wattpad in order to be around literature and art. I am my own inspiration now and I grew enough to understand, that this kind of art isn't something for me.
          
          Even though I now pursue a different type of art, it doesn't mean that this art here is bad or is in any way something to be seen negatively. I just grew to love something else and now there is more space for other people who can start to love it.
          
          I kind of grew up with this application and it is really hard for to leave like this and also so suddenly, but everything must cole to an end. 
          
          Goodbye, maybe we will see each other again, maybe not. Just know that you are loved by me a lot and that you are special
          
          ~Me

Damn, so basically my day was awesome, but now it even got better. my fucking crush accepted my insta request and he send me a request back to follow me. well actually i dunno if he is my crush to be honest but judging myndreams, feelings and reaction rn i do.
          
          
          istg he shouldnt have waved at me at the gym. he is so cute god damn

OMG YOU CAN LIKE COMMENTS ON WATTPAD NOW

Istg I had such a weird dream. IDK WHY JENO WAS A LITTLE IN MY DREAM. JUST SO FUCKING RANDOM.
          
          Jeno was my kid and my crush was my crush in my dream and i was in University and i met my crush but she went shortly after and i went to the subway and she wasn't there and then I went home and suddenly jeno wasn't my kid anymore but my roommate and also my friend with benefit for some reason but he was mostly in little space. like wtf is this dream
          
          but tbh jeno was so cute in my dream (THANK GOD MY DREAM WASN'T 18+)

I bumped against the key of my closet and now i have a blue spot on my arm
          
          IT HURTS SO BAD I CANNOT LAY ON THE SIDE I USUALLY SLEEP IN

People....
          so I am christian. and a lot of people dont know that, but in the bible is written that "a woman should wear a veil when praying, or else her hair needs to be cut off completely" (sth. along those lines)
          
          since I have read that verse i wanted to wear a veil. but i am so scared of what others think..
          and times like this i envy Muslims because its a part of their religion, but in Christianity people dont even know that it exists. Whilst Muslims get to experience their religion fully, i would get weird looks for it.
          
          but I really wanna do it. and now idk what to do

I WATCHED 20TH CENTURY GIRL 
          
          I AM STILL CRYING UGLY
          
          I ONLY WATCHED THAT TO KILL TIME UNTIL ALICE IN BORDERLAND 2 CAME 
          
          HOW TF AM I SUPPOSED TO WATCH THAT AFTER I SAW THIS MOVIE

20th of December, 4 days before Christmas Eve, 5 days before Christmas, my whole family just had a massive argument. so massive, that we dont know if we will celebrate it together.
          
          we celebrate christmas since forever together and all 3 christmas days too.

kind of a big rant because i cannot talk to anyone about this, not even my online friends:
          
          how much I love to get ignored, when i have a hard time existing and coming back to my senses, from the people that i truly thought of as my friends and need on this particular time.
          
          
          like isn't it amazing? telling that you did something you were so keen on not doing anymore and telling that person prior to that event how much of a struggle and a fight it was not to, and getting a "seen" as a reply and nothing else.
          
          it's probably one of the best things that can happen to someone at their lowest point in life.

so I looked at the presents under the Christmas tree and there was a small rectangular present....
          there was "for (my name)" at the back....
          its a parfume
          
          now I only have to know if its La Tulipe from Byredo or Blooming Boquet from Dior...