Crii I don't know what I would do without you. I thank you for helping me through this when no one else was. You mean so much to me and I love you so much for keeping me to stay strong and keep going. I have a purpose and there's a future for me, that's what I need to live for. This time will pass. Im not sure what will happen in the future but I want to keep going for it. You're so wonderful and amazing and again I thank you so much for giving me a push to keep going.