XIts_AshX

It's been 15 months since i started dating my robyn today and it's been almost 2 months since I've seen their face. I don't know what I'm gonna do without them. It's making me so down. I don't deserve this. We don't deserve this.

XIts_AshX

@XIts_AshX lol fuvk that they've ignored me for 3 weeks lol
Reply

XIts_AshX

It's been 15 months since i started dating my robyn today and it's been almost 2 months since I've seen their face. I don't know what I'm gonna do without them. It's making me so down. I don't deserve this. We don't deserve this.

XIts_AshX

@XIts_AshX lol fuvk that they've ignored me for 3 weeks lol
Reply

XIts_AshX

Who else is an oversharer?

XIts_AshX

I've had enough. I just want to finally end it.

chooseIife

this message may be offensive
@XIts_AshX 
            °[[ I have those days where life is shit - so I want to help people who’s days or weeks or months are shitty .
Reply

XIts_AshX

People who now me don't care about me. People who are supposed to care about me don't care. So why should you.
Reply

XIts_AshX

Why would someone who doesn't even know me care about me?
Reply

XIts_AshX

Hey guys. I've recently started to feel my SAD creeping back and it's bad. Really bad. I've realised I'm feeling suicidal. I wanna hurt myself again. I'm stuck in a dark place and I don't wanna tell my friends. Idk what to do.
          ~ash x 

XIts_AshX

You know,  I'm tired of acting, of making others think I'm happy for their sake. I hate the fact that I have t lie and say I'm fine when I'm not. I just don't want to be other people's problems. I don't know what to do. I'm lost