@XxAlien_iifr0gzxX
Hey y’all I’m here for a short time just to ask if I should publish some of the stuff I’ve written lately on here? I’ve posted most of my works on AO3 (DelawareImWellAware is my username if u wanna check some out) idk i don’t really wanna get back on this app but I guess I do kind of want to. Anyways I’m free to chat if you want, add me on snap DelllyWelly6969 or something idc
Hey guys!
I look back on the years I used to avidly use Wattpad fondly, listening to 2020 alt music, watching the boys, s/h, and sauntering into my first brush with smut writing. That's coming up on two years ago, and for about a year I've been ghosting this app occasionally reading baseball fanfictions and reflecting on my journey in writing.
I've grown lots in the year I've dropped off the radar. I've had many new interests, I've expanded my knowledge on writing! I finally learned how to properly indent and punctuate dialogue in smut and in regular (I'm so sorry, that was probably so hard for you guys to read).
I entered the writing game here with an "I'll prove myself better than them!" mentality, and it's gotten me far, but looking back; I was never better than all the other talented creators on this app.
I want to indirectly thank all the smaller and bigger creators on this app for supporting me and kindly letting me into your niche groups so I could rant and sputter about gays, The Boys, Tyler the Creator, and my troubling home-life. You guys have had the biggest impact on my journey through creative writing.
I also wanna thank all the other people who wont see this, all the stories I read that inspired me. From the stories that inspired the "I'll make mine better!" mentality, to those that gave me a reality check.
I'm so thankful for all of them, without you guys I would never of written a word about male genitalia and complex relationships.
I've graced many domains, some better than others.
Seeing the influence all these creators have had on me makes me smile.
I've moved on from most of my topics of fanfiction, and for a period of time I denounced fanfiction, but I'm a hopeless hypocrite so I'm back in the game.
Like I've said before, all my stories have been discontinued (thank god).
I'll try to come out with new stories but I doubt there's much a following wanting to see me spitball sex scenarios.
I've came with a season's thanks<3
Sincerely,
Dell
Hey yawl so I don’t really publish on here anymore but if you wanna check my new shit out on ao3: https://archiveofourown.org/users/DelawareImWellAware Thanks:)
You guys, I don’t fucking know if I want to publish my writing anymore. I probably will, like once a fucking year of something. It’s weird, because I read anyone’s fanfics or stories in general, think “oh! I’ll write 10x better!” Then I do, then I just don’t upload it. So, I’m still gonna be somewhat active on here, but if you need to say something to me, contact me on snapchat please:)
Guys,
I’m sorry to the people who follow me for “The Boys” content. I will be discontinuing any story necessarily affiliated with The Boys and rewriting those stories with the people I write with now (BTS, Twice [maybe], etc.). I cannot write witch people/“characters” I no longer idolize and [sort of] care for. Feel free to unfollow me if you want, as the rest of my stories won’t be about them.
Again, I’m so sorry for those who follow me for The Boys, this was hard for me too,
~Dell
@XxAlien_iifr0gzxX ahhh nice, cus i still need to read some of them so im happy your not deleting them ^^
Hey besties,
I’m not gonna quit writing, but you will see a drastic change in the people/characters I write with/about. After I finish “One Day Maid, Stuck On the Side, From the Ground Up, and Florida Tripping” (pardon me if I’m missing any), I won’t be writing about The Boys or the fandom anymore- I’m not formally leaving it, I’m just not going to write about/with them anymore. After the situation with Grant and the T-slur, and their videos now being adjusted to rake in more money, it’s off putting to write about them and watch their videos now. I’m going to be leaving my stories with them up for those who wish to take a gander. After this I might start writing with K-Pop stars (in the x reader Form it would be x male reader because there isn’t enough of that), possibly other YouTubers, and made up characters. I will NOT be writing any type of straight fanfics so… don’t get your hopes up. Please leave suggestions for what to write, I love hearing from yawl! I will also be taking a hiatus for a little (planned due to school and mental health). I’ll still be active on here so message me or comment, I would love to hear something. Thanks for your understanding, I’ve loved (and still love) every single person I’ve met through The Boys fandom, and am lucky I found them. Thank you so much for the love and the joy, and pulling me out of my hardest times. (Also I will NOT be writing Dream/dsmp fanfics ever)
Signed,
Shoes/Dell
@XxAlien_iifr0gzxX I hope I can but I'm not sure to be honest. Most of the people I watch on youtube or anything don't necessarily have fandoms and it would be strange to write stuff about them. I'll start looking around.
@KaiYourGuy yeah, I feel really bad but it’s liberating to go back to something that freed you and made you feel safe (for me that was k-pop) so, to be honest it’s something I’ve came to grips with and have no other choice, I’m confident I’ll feel just a little better in the end, maybe you can find something like that too!
@XxAlien_iifr0gzxX Damn dude I feel you there, it feels weird to write for the boys fandom now. It seems like every damn video now it's just "Buy the new merch!" or "Make sure you follow us on facebook to see when we go live!" They used to be my safe place but now I basically have nothing. I've already gotten death threats for the whole Grant saying the T-slur thing and I'm honestly pissed. I have no other fandoms so if I leave I'll have no more content. At first I thought we would last til the end but now I'm not sure anymore. I don't want to stop writing although it seems to be the only option at this point
Heyyyy bestieeee! I’m bored so I’m just harass you nowwwww
What the dog doin?!?
Your mommmm
Ok bye bye now !! ❤️❤️
Hello everyone,
I am hoping everyone can understand this but I won’t be posting any fanfics featuring Narrator (Grant) from the boys. I know this is a little late but appreciate that I'm saying it.
@KaiYourGuy can back me up; A couple months ago the Boys posted a "Tik Tok reaction video" in which one of the videos discussed (very dumbed down) transgender population. In that moment- as some kind of "joke" Narrator said, "Your wife's a tr*nny!". That is a slur, we call that the T-slur. Most of us (or at least a good portion) understand that he was in the military, and they cuss like hell, but that crossed a line. Hell, I would know, I live with a veteran! You can't find the video anymore as they took it down and edited it out, but- the proof is in those who watched the video. You *must* educate yourself on these things, it isn't okay to go throw things around like that! Not to pontificate- but for the time being I won't be writing anymore books involving Grant. I will be finishing and keeping up books that involve him (too much work not to) but I will discontinue any book plans that haven't been written-that involve him. Thanks! Have a great day<3
Yeah dude I feel you there. It’s so shitty how quickly people are to defend him for all that. “Oh he was in the military” or “But he was born in a different time where that was ok” and?! So was my dad and a good bit of his family but they don’t drop slurs like it’s nothing. It hurts more that he’s knows it was wrong because he had them edit it out.
I’m fucking livid. There is a FEMALE legislator *I think* (Rep. Mary Elizabeth Coleman) in Missouri (my state) that wants to take the right to abortion away. *A female taking other female rights away, that the fuck?)
I’m just as embarrassed as @KaiYourGuy for living in Missouri/Texas OR EVEN THE UNITED STATES AT THIS POINT. I thought these people vowed for the rights of the people, what happened?
I hate Missouri, I hate conservatives, I hate republicans, I hate people who think that taking a *NON-CONSCIOUS* thing from a vagina is murder. Fuck you white, men (or women) who think can control the lives of others.
Yea dude this is so fucking idiotic. People cancel some of the most needed things. They don’t understand he fact that there are people who don’t have the money , space , physical or mental strength for a child. I’m tired of the ones in power thinking they own us.
AYO MOTHERFUCKERS
@ilikefriez IS BACK!
Yawl it’s been too long-
Anyways, Hey hun!
