♡~Astri~♡

New theme y'all 
          C! Dream hits different-

dayummmm >:3

You abandoned me >:( I'm sitting on call with you, I go silent for like a minute max and when I try to show you the drawing of your best friend, you're fudging asleep, bro. What the heck, man? I'm literally laying here, trying to sleep but y'know, that's not how that works so whateverrrr. 
          
          Grrrrr. I can't believe you fell asleep on me. You told me what you were doing so I left you to it but to fall asleep when I was drawing something for you is so mean. >:( how disrespectful 
          
          
          
          Nah, I'm just joking. I don't really mind that you fell asleep. Just a little bummed you didn't get to see the drawing and that I'm gonna have trouble sleeping. It's a trauma thing. I'm not gonna get into it on Wattpad of all places. Definitely not a good place to talk about trauma, let me tell you.
          
          Actually, I'm not gonna tell you jack nothing. >:( I'm revoking your Blade Gossip Privileges. HOW BOUT THAT- jokin, jokin. Still sad that you're asleep. Dreamer told me where you've been lately so I don't blame you for falling asleep so early at a place where you know you'll be safe. :) 
          
          Okay well, this is my bad review so, night I guess. I dunno 

Wassup hoe's!? Disappeared for a month. But I did eat *unamused face*. Sooooo new years is almost here. 2025. I'm not excited

Food is so unappetizing rn- LMFAO

I don't do anything except make people exasperated with me
          
          All I want to do is die and disappear 
          
          And I feel one day the people telling me not to 
          
          Will stop and leave me behind

You will find me
          When I am dead
          Buried in paper
          A tale told by me
          
          You will find me 
          When I'm dead
          In a flowery meadow
          Where the sky is painted red
          
          You will find me
          When I'm dead
          In a lush forest
          Slinking in the darkness
          
          You will find me 
          When I'm dead
          As I am sought 
          But never truly found
          
          You will find me 
          When I'm dead
          On the tip of your grandma's tongue
          Telling a story as though we were friends 
          
          You will find me
          When I'm dead
          In the snowy mountains
          Hunting with the wolves 
          
          You will find me 
          When I'm dead
          Reading a book
          Though only in your mind 
          
          You will find me
          When I'm dead
          Watching the stars
          Hoping to be a constellation 
          
          You will find me
          When I'm dead
          Swinging in a empty park
          All dressed in red
          
          Or perhaps you will find me
          When I am dead
          Tucked away in the bathroom
          With water turning red

Not me about to like go MIA and disappear for like a month and not eat during that time lol

♡I walk up from behind you, wrapping my arms around you as I nuzzle into your neck. I reeked of alcohol. "Hey, babydoll~"

@Y0uStup1idB1txh13 
          You are a diamond! I will, thank you so much!