Yavanna80

ATTENTION EVERYONE!
          	
          	Due to having found my works on mirror sites like Truyen and Teenfic without my permission, I'm unpublishing my works from Wattpad. 
          	
          	You can find my works in AO3 if you wish to keep reading and rereading my works. There's also my smut book. Same username. You're all welcome there. 
          	
          	Please, be aware that, if you find any works in those mirror websites, you're under risk of malware.
          	
          	Thank you and see you in AO3.

Spazattack99

@Yavanna80 sorry that it happened to you. That really sucks. See you on AO3!!
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Reading_by_Starlight

@Yavanna80 This same thing has happened to me... My works have been mirrored on those sites as well. Apparently Wattpad is very easy for them to hack and steal from.
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Yavanna80

ATTENTION EVERYONE!
          
          Due to having found my works on mirror sites like Truyen and Teenfic without my permission, I'm unpublishing my works from Wattpad. 
          
          You can find my works in AO3 if you wish to keep reading and rereading my works. There's also my smut book. Same username. You're all welcome there. 
          
          Please, be aware that, if you find any works in those mirror websites, you're under risk of malware.
          
          Thank you and see you in AO3.

Spazattack99

@Yavanna80 sorry that it happened to you. That really sucks. See you on AO3!!
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Reading_by_Starlight

@Yavanna80 This same thing has happened to me... My works have been mirrored on those sites as well. Apparently Wattpad is very easy for them to hack and steal from.
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CanYouBelieveThatI

Hello there. Isn't it funny how the smell axe mixed with cotton candy can take you back to memories of that one friend you've had in elementary school, years and years after the last time you've seen each other? Just like a Hawkeye series can take you back to Yavanna80, who you talked to years ago, during the epic times of our BuckyProtectionSquad. Remember the long and random conversations in the comment sections of fanfictions? How you offered to borrow us (the at that time leading and rioting and sobbing Wattpad Marvel VIP's) your cloning machine so we'd all get a Bucky and Steve and Tony and and and? Just wanted to come by and say hi, see if you're still active on here. All throughout the Hawkeye series one thought always popped up. "Laia must be having her time of life with this." Remember the WhatsApp chat we once got you too join but you soon had to leave because us 'young folks' were texting too much? At times hundreds of messages? That chat is still active, years after. Some people left but the OG's (apart from Batsy) stayed. I can tell you, it's pretty weird, seeing the hardcore fangirls grow up to become lawyers and actors and writers (who still wear Marvel merch, of course).
          Hope you're doing good and many happy years belated birthdays to you! I still think about you whenever I hear "Hawkeye". It's just... I love that. How people you've known will stay part of your life. How the things they loved still carry their memory, no matter how many years have passed.
          (Btw, (No spoilers, don't worry) the Hawkeye series is so good. Only three episodes out so far and I just finished rewatching them for the ninth time. NINTH. That's how good it is. You're in for a real treat, Miss Laia Barton.)
          
          Sincerely,
          an old friend :)

Yavanna80

@CanYouBelieveThatI OMG! This definitely took me back to an era in which I was using WP to evade my not diagnosed Post partum depression & my poor mental health but, boy, that was fun!! Dear goodness! Unfollowed a bunch of people I didn't remember and then I followed y ou back. 
            I have a faint idea of the Whatsapp chat room and I had to leave because I started working and it's true you "young folks" chatted a lot because you still were carefree hahahhaha Cool to know it's still active and you're all having fun.
            Still remember the Bucky Protection Squad, the Fandomm book that started but it went unfinished, the long chatrooms & the cloning machine. It's collecting dust but still here! XD
            
            Indeed, I'm enjoying Hawkeye to the bone. My heart goes to Clint, all the trauma he's reliving due to the Ronin suit, the family dynamics and the show made me appreciate Laura even more. No worries, I love Clint to eternity!! Show gives him the screen time he deserves <3 
            
            I'm good. Thanks for asking! Massive layout left me jobless last year due to covid and I've been recovering from a nasty injury while job seeking.Wiorking on my mental health and doing actual progress as therapy is weekly. 
            
            So thank you, BIG thank you for always associating me with Clint. Loved the smell metaphor & how you're enjoying Hawkeye & the Marvel TV shows. Sending you a big hug from Barcelona.
            
            Sincerely, 
            Laia Barton :)
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Yavanna80

I just unpublished My Personal Ships book and checked that Truyen website. The Personal Ships book was also down. I'm seriously considering unpublishing (not deleting) all my books in here as I have all of them (including the several taken down Smut book) im AO3. Still undecided. Just beware if you find any works from any author outside their usual posting sites. 
          
          Also discontinued the oneshot book as I have lost interest in writing. Should I write something, I'd publish it on AO3 but, right now, I'm writing more for myself. 
          
          BTW, Last Thursday, Nov 4th was my bday. 41! 
          
          Take care everyone. 
          
          Laia

odiegoatie

@Yavanna80 happy late birthday!
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minsaffogato

@Yavanna80 Happy belated birthday
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odiegoatie

(I bet you are exited for the Hawkeye show :D)

Yavanna80

@_The_Third_Day_ Yes. I try not to look much into Internet as I don't want any spoiler. Loved Hawkeye since the 90s and it's about time he got the screen time he deserves :)
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Sweetlupin

Hi! I’m Savannah Carter, yes my real name is Carter like Peggy but anyways I was wondering if you could do a Howard Stark smut for me? I haven’t really seen any and you write amazingly. The name would be Savannah Carter and she would have a one night stand with the famous Howard Stark but then they run into each other at the SSR building ( where she works with her sister Peggy Carter ) and end up sleeping together to establish a full time relationship?  Best wishes ! !!! XX

Yavanna80

@Sweetlupin Hi, Savannah. Nice to meet you and such a coincidence thst your last name is Carter although I'm sure there are quite the Carter in the world :)
            Thank you for your kind words. They always lift my spirits even after all the his time! 
            Regarding your request, I'm afraid I need to inform you that I don't write custom requests and my smut muse ran dry long ago. I couldn't even be able to write about it because I don't  feel any connection towards Howard Stark (I assume it's the younger version played by Dominic West in CATFA) and, you're the first one that requests Howard. Such a unique story! It could be a great long shot or even series to write about. There's not many OC that are Peggy's sisters. Don't ask me why but I feel that you could write this bit by bit and make a wonderful story. Don't sell yourself short! My beginnings were trash and I had to unpublish my very first book because I suck at long stories.
            If you don't feel confident enough, that's OK. I'm sure you'll find someone who will be able to write you a wonderful Howard x Savannah shot. Again, thank you for your kind words and I wish you a happy day :)
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Yavanna80

After months of dry spell, I published a new Steve x reader one-shot. Mojo and inspiration are slowly coming back to me :)

MarielaCasta

@Yavanna80 I'm just seeing this. But I'm glad that you're getting better :) I'm here for anything you need :)
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Yavanna80

Hi, Mari! Busy as heck with the kid, studying while unemployed to get a new job and just being there with him emotionally. Plus, moving forward with my depression. Halfway there, I can see the light.
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MarielaCasta

@Yavanna80 
            LAIA! :D Yay! Im happy your getting inspiration. I love your writing :) How have you been?
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percabethiloveyou

Hi! 
          I need help, I feel like an ugly fat potato right now and I don’t know what to do. I feel self conscious and insecure. Please help. 
          Love Olivia Grace ❤️

Yavanna80

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@percabethiloveyou Hi, Olivia. So sorry for the delay as I was real busy with parenting and other things. Hope you had great Xmas.
            When you feel like this, it's like the world has crushed you. Head buzzing and blackness engulfs you. First thing to do, go outside :balcony open window, backyard... And breathe... You're worthy, you're a good person. Always do something that resonates with you:music, drawing, dancing, strolling... WRITING the shit you're feeling in paper. That's called journaling. I have a notebook here to write when I feel overwhelmed and shitty. I assure you it works. Stay safe ❤️
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percabethiloveyou

Hi it’s me again! I couldn’t find your email it’s probably my laptop acting up again. I just wanted to say thank you for reaching out. It meant the world to me and I really appreciate the time you took. I live in a small town in rural Texas were mental health doesn’t exist. I had to drive an hour to get to my therapist and seeing this made me realize that I’m not alone. I also took you advice and I have thrown myself back into my music. It exhilarating and it makes me happy.
          I also threw myself back into writing. Small stories poems and the such. Not going to share  anything With anyone but it makes me happy. Riding my horse and taking care of the ranch also does things to help.
          Thank you  because even in a little way you helped. 
          Love, 
          Olivia Grace ❤️

Yavanna80

@percabethiloveyou Hi Olivia. You're more than welcome. Mental health is an issue that, in most places, it's taboo or under rug swept. I'm happy I was able to help you in any way I can. Step by step, Olivia. You'll get there. The path will be gruesome and painful but you have to traverse it in order to heal. Reach out to true friends thst stick with you and I'm glad you found things that make you happy. Sending you love and hugs ❤️❤️
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