Yellowqueen14
My new acc where I'll actually be active is @Jesus_is_life so if for some reason you want to talk to me or something I'm there also I will be your therapist im here for u no matter what
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Being sad at school sucks, because you’re trying to act normal but the never ending abyss of nothingness is just threatening to suck you in and you just eventually get to the point where you’re like “well, guess i’ll Die”
Yellowqueen14
I looked up anxiety memes at school and I feel called out
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I’m gonna go lock myself in a bathroom cubicle lol
People r gonna think I’m taking a shit
Crap i cant do that
I cant breathe
What even is oxygen
my heart is beating so fast
UGH I WANT TO CRY SO BAD BUT IM IN CLASS AND I CANT LEAVE
I wanna go home
Whyyyyyyyyy
Yellowqueen14
I’m fine now. It’s been a hectic couple of weeks, a lot of family stuff is happening. Dm me if u want details later
seoulisms
( @Yellowqueen14 ; ) are you okay now ? ? i’m sorry i’m so late , please tell me if you need to talk . i hope you ‘ re alright <3
Yellowqueen14
Haha I’m gonna cry
BE A MAN
EVEN THOUGH IM A GIRL
Haha I’m dying
Yellowqueen14
Haha I’m having an anxiety attack at school iM fInE
Yellowqueen14
I want to write a fantasy-science fiction- romance-action-battle story thing but i have writers block any ideas??
seoulisms
‘s been a while , but hi ! my account’s a little different than it was before . . . i think i was under a different username , even . i hope you’re doing alright . i’ve seen your previous messages , and i just want to tell you to stay strong . love you <3
Yellowqueen14
@nightfury- sorry for the late reply, I’m at school lol. i missed being on here lol. Again, DM me if u need to talk.
seoulisms
( @Yellowqueen14 ; ) that’s awesome ! ( the fundraising and school switching stuff , i mean ) i get the accelerated classes problem , i have the same oof — cancer does suck . i’. really sorry that you and your family had to suffer through that , but i’m glad you’e better now . i guess i’m doing ok as well . and the same goes for you , you can always talk to me <3
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@niqhtfury- I’m fine now. I’ve moved schools, people at my new school are nice. I’ve been put in all the accelerated classes which is kind of annoying. Surprisingly, I got over the death of my grandfather pretty quickly (in only a few months) since he’d been so sick for so long, it was like he’d died years before. Fucking cancer sucks. I hate it so much that I did a fundraiser (I raised $1,100 AUD!!!) and a fun run to try and raise awareness about that stupid bastard. I’m doing pretty well. DM me if you ever need to talk, i’m Here.
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oh btw my tumblr is @biggesttheatrenerdonplanetmars im more active on there (lol idk y you'd want more of me but if ya do..)
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lol that moment when you realise that even though you are the perfect child you are second best because your mum doesn't care about anything you say or do because your just a huge disappointment? yeah lmfao im dying inside