Yeondoorere

Just realized that I might've accidentally leaked my alternative gmail account on my location in my bio... oH wElL I hOpE I dOn'T gEt dOxXeD— Oh wait, I already did! *glares at that bitch* but uh, I swear I will report the book, or have SOMEONE help me, it's just that I lowkey developed a trauma based anxiety with her so now I'm like a damn mouse every time I have to interact with her </3 
          
          Please bring back my old, strong self that was not trauma infected </3
          
          Okay but regardless, anyone who don't know my insta (ESPECIALLY AFTER THAT FXCKING VIXEN LEAKED IT OH SO ON 'ACCIDENT') then feel free to reach out to me on G-mail, IF you can guess it (oh my god Kari, how're you such a genius? No one's gonna get it even after your very contained hint— T^T) 
          
          Okay sorry I was bored at work, I should get back to working soon EVEN THOUGH THERE'S LITERALLY 6 MINUTES LEFT— 
          
          Yep, have a good day y'all! 
          
          —Yeondoorere

pay back for ur msg on my message board WHILE I WAS SLEEPING (and bc im bored asf ahem)
          
          BITCH WAKE UP AND TALK TO MEEEEEEEE im bored 
          
          its only 4am... SURELYYYY (mf if i can wake up at 4am, SO CAN U) 
          
          AND I MISS YA TOO :>

I was like, oh a new friend... and realized it's MY KARI YOU GUYS!!

Also, please, call me Kari if you can't pronounce my user without cackling T^T
          
          I don't think I'd like people to call me 'YEON-DOO-RERE' LOL 
          
          Everyone, it's 'Yeon-door-ere', meant to be like 'Yandere' but with 'Yeon' from @toyeonnie and 'Door' from BOYNEXTDOOR/ONEDOOR :>

Hellaur everyone! 
          
          I see you came from my main account (maybe?) 
          
          Anyways, same old Kari here, I guess I just wanted to talk a little more after my announcement :P 
          
          I— yeah I don't know what's gotten into me, I guess it's just everything that's been going on lately that's making me have all these emotional speeches. 
          
          Truly, all of you guys have done a lot, much more than my family could ever do with emotional factors, and I'm grateful. From the bottom of my heart. 
          
          I don't think I'm okay. I think I've been saying that 'I'm okay' for too long, and now everything's just breaking like a dam. I don't understand why at such a young age I'm already at such a feral position. 
          
          Everything in life has just been hitting me square in the face. Family problems, social problems, academic problems, all of that, has just decided 'Oh, she's in her vulnerable state now, ATTACK!', and launched itself on me. 
          
          I'm just a child. I'm supposed to still be all sunshine and rainbows. I'm supposed to be naïve, full of life, full of curiousity, be a bundle of joy, but... I'm not. I feel as if I know too much for my age (NO NOT THE MATURE CONTENT T^T NOW IS NOT THE TIME FOR JOKES), I know too much of what the world holds, I can interpret people's motives as easy as breathing, I can truly... dissect human nature. 
          
          This is not okay for me. I'm causing self-destruction and I don't even know how to reverse it. I don't believe there's a way to reverse it. 
          
          I need to find a way to break free of this... mental hell. I need to beat life before life swallows me whole. 
          
          The shit thing about being a kid is that even if you DO reach out, which is what you're basically taught as a kid, adults treat you like a JOKE just because of your age. 
          
          I know what state I'm in. I know how long I have before I lose my sanity. 
          
          I don't know what to do, but all I can do is just say, 'Help.' 
          
          I don't know what I'm doing. 
          
          Sorry for rambling. 
          
          I hope y'all enjoy your day <3 
          
          Bye! 
          
          —Yeondoorere