Yeondoorere

Also, please, call me Kari if you can't pronounce my user without cackling T^T
          	
          	I don't think I'd like people to call me 'YEON-DOO-RERE' LOL 
          	
          	Everyone, it's 'Yeon-door-ere', meant to be like 'Yandere' but with 'Yeon' from @toyeonnie and 'Door' from BOYNEXTDOOR/ONEDOOR :>

foiewjfsdo

pay back for ur msg on my message board WHILE I WAS SLEEPING (and bc im bored asf ahem)
          
          BITCH WAKE UP AND TALK TO MEEEEEEEE im bored 
          
          its only 4am... SURELYYYY (mf if i can wake up at 4am, SO CAN U) 
          
          AND I MISS YA TOO :>

Yeondoorere

I’m sed u had the time to post a message on my message back but no time to reply to my reels or say ‘good morning babe’ or read my previous messages on my message back?? :< 
            
            I’M BREAKING UP WITH YOU— 
            
            AND I HAD MY NOTIFS ON MUTE :< 
            
            AND IM BORED TOO NOW COME ONLINE IT’S 2 PM CMON WAKEY WAKEY 
            
            AND ALSO I SLEPT AT 2 AM CUZ I WAS DOING MY SISTER’S LADS MISSIONS SO NO I WAS DEAD ASLEEP 
            
            IF YOU MISSED ME THEN GIMME A KISS :<
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Yeondoorere

this message may be offensive 
Hellaur everyone! 
          
          I see you came from my main account (maybe?) 
          
          Anyways, same old Kari here, I guess I just wanted to talk a little more after my announcement :P 
          
          I— yeah I don't know what's gotten into me, I guess it's just everything that's been going on lately that's making me have all these emotional speeches. 
          
          Truly, all of you guys have done a lot, much more than my family could ever do with emotional factors, and I'm grateful. From the bottom of my heart. 
          
          I don't think I'm okay. I think I've been saying that 'I'm okay' for too long, and now everything's just breaking like a dam. I don't understand why at such a young age I'm already at such a feral position. 
          
          Everything in life has just been hitting me square in the face. Family problems, social problems, academic problems, all of that, has just decided 'Oh, she's in her vulnerable state now, ATTACK!', and launched itself on me. 
          
          I'm just a child. I'm supposed to still be all sunshine and rainbows. I'm supposed to be naïve, full of life, full of curiousity, be a bundle of joy, but... I'm not. I feel as if I know too much for my age (NO NOT THE MATURE CONTENT T^T NOW IS NOT THE TIME FOR JOKES), I know too much of what the world holds, I can interpret people's motives as easy as breathing, I can truly... dissect human nature. 
          
          This is not okay for me. I'm causing self-destruction and I don't even know how to reverse it. I don't believe there's a way to reverse it. 
          
          I need to find a way to break free of this... mental hell. I need to beat life before life swallows me whole. 
          
          The shit thing about being a kid is that even if you DO reach out, which is what you're basically taught as a kid, adults treat you like a JOKE just because of your age. 
          
          I know what state I'm in. I know how long I have before I lose my sanity. 
          
          I don't know what to do, but all I can do is just say, 'Help.' 
          
          I don't know what I'm doing. 
          
          Sorry for rambling. 
          
          I hope y'all enjoy your day <3 
          
          Bye! 
          
          —Yeondoorere