Yeondoorere

Hellaur everyone, it’s been quite some time since I popped up here, LOL 
          
          Just here to say, I lowkey gave this account to my cousin, because this mf BARELY reads (only shit he reads is damn textbooks like DUDE COME ON—) soooo I introduced him to novels on Wattpad :D (and smut, of course <3) 
          
          He doesn’t check notifs and all, so if there’s new followers or something, SORRY, QUICK HI, BUT I WON’T BE HERE— 
          
          Also unless you’re 18+, he’s strictly off limits :P (he’s turning 19 in December) 
          
          OKAY BYE I HOPE HE NEVER FINDS THIS CUZ I HAVE A FEELING HE’LL KILL ME (I alr leaked his insta to my irl friend who was interested in him BAHAHHAHAHA) 
          
          —Yeondoorere 
          
          (Why am I so silly here, I SWORE I would be professional but whatever :D)

Seth, please make sure you DO try to read, I don’t want my alternate account to rot LOL T*T

pay back for ur msg on my message board WHILE I WAS SLEEPING (and bc im bored asf ahem)
          
          BITCH WAKE UP AND TALK TO MEEEEEEEE im bored 
          
          its only 4am... SURELYYYY (mf if i can wake up at 4am, SO CAN U) 
          
          AND I MISS YA TOO :>

I was like, oh a new friend... and realized it's MY KARI YOU GUYS!!

Also, please, call me Kari if you can't pronounce my user without cackling T^T
          
          I don't think I'd like people to call me 'YEON-DOO-RERE' LOL 
          
          Everyone, it's 'Yeon-door-ere', meant to be like 'Yandere' but with 'Yeon' from @toyeonnie and 'Door' from BOYNEXTDOOR/ONEDOOR :>

Hellaur everyone! 
          
          I see you came from my main account (maybe?) 
          
          Anyways, same old Kari here, I guess I just wanted to talk a little more after my announcement :P 
          
          I— yeah I don't know what's gotten into me, I guess it's just everything that's been going on lately that's making me have all these emotional speeches. 
          
          Truly, all of you guys have done a lot, much more than my family could ever do with emotional factors, and I'm grateful. From the bottom of my heart. 
          
          I don't think I'm okay. I think I've been saying that 'I'm okay' for too long, and now everything's just breaking like a dam. I don't understand why at such a young age I'm already at such a feral position. 
          
          Everything in life has just been hitting me square in the face. Family problems, social problems, academic problems, all of that, has just decided 'Oh, she's in her vulnerable state now, ATTACK!', and launched itself on me. 
          
          I'm just a child. I'm supposed to still be all sunshine and rainbows. I'm supposed to be naïve, full of life, full of curiousity, be a bundle of joy, but... I'm not. I feel as if I know too much for my age (NO NOT THE MATURE CONTENT T^T NOW IS NOT THE TIME FOR JOKES), I know too much of what the world holds, I can interpret people's motives as easy as breathing, I can truly... dissect human nature. 
          
          This is not okay for me. I'm causing self-destruction and I don't even know how to reverse it. I don't believe there's a way to reverse it. 
          
          I need to find a way to break free of this... mental hell. I need to beat life before life swallows me whole. 
          
          The shit thing about being a kid is that even if you DO reach out, which is what you're basically taught as a kid, adults treat you like a JOKE just because of your age. 
          
          I know what state I'm in. I know how long I have before I lose my sanity. 
          
          I don't know what to do, but all I can do is just say, 'Help.' 
          
          I don't know what I'm doing. 
          
          Sorry for rambling. 
          
          I hope y'all enjoy your day <3 
          
          Bye! 
          
          —Yeondoorere