🖤𝑻𝒘𝒐 𝑻𝒊𝒎𝒆🖤

hii mawmaw!!
          i’m sorry i’m interrupting your sleep.. :((
          
          are uu okey?
          is pawpaw okey?

mama are uu okey..?
          pls dont tell me smt horrible happened..

mama???

mama?? :((

i js wanna study. but i find it so hard in a situation like this..

MAMA!!!!
          
          so uhhh i js got in trouble and i gotta stay away from my devices for some time so the most i’ll be available on is wattpad, i’ll rarely text on discord..
          
          is pawpaw doing okay..?
          did smt bad happen to him..?
          
          and uhh.. can uu tell chat that i’ll be much less available until weekend..?

i think i’m gonna be destroyed by the following messages from disc.
          
          ik so.
          
          it felt like the sunshine before the storm.
          
          it’ll always feel like it..
          
          i js wanna be positive for once. idfk how tf i’m depressed again.
          
          i’m so sorry.

like.. i am trying to tell myself that pawpaw still loves me
          
          but i fear that..
          
          maybe he’d be better off with me dead.

i feel worthless. invisible. 
          like my work, all my fight for it wasn’t ever important to begin with.
          
          i’m sorry i keep on overwhelming uu with my shit.

hey mawmaw??
          
          idk if uu can see wattpad notifs rn but
          
          
          i js feel so empty.
          
          i miss pawpaw.
          i hope i haven’t ruined anything between us.