Hello everyone!
Regarding nga pala sa updates, I think it will take some time before I could update another chapter sa mga story ko. I'm thinking of resting muna from Wattpad. Magfofocus muna kasi ako sa acads, sa mga hindi nakakaalam I'm still a highschool student and a consistent Honor student kaya napakaimportante saakin ang grades ko.
I'm the eldest daughter and granddaughter in our family, that's why I have to excel in academic. Being the oldest is kind of hard for me, I know naman na ang iba sa inyo ay katulad ko, napakabigat ng expectations na binibitaw sayo if you're the oldest.
The pressure and expectations towards us is too hard to carry and as the favorite granddaughter in our family I have no time para ma disappoint ko ang family namin kasi if may mababa akong nakuha na marka it would really a disappointment in my part. Also I'm mentally ill for some time na, like everything around me felt like suffocating to breathe. Mahirap, mabigat at nakakatakot. I don't have anyone para mag-open.
Even though may mga friends ako but I'm not the type of person na magiging mahina sa mata ng ibang tao. I was raised to carry those big expectations and pressure from the family. This is one of the reason kaya takot akong mag-open sa iba.
Anyway, mag-a-update na lang ako kung may time or if I'm mentally okay na. Wish me luck na lang guys sa Monday na ang start ng school. I'm still mentally preparing, hindi pa ako ready HAHA.
See you when I see you. Lovelots!
