@K_Slvvt Second of all, I do love the story. It was my first complete fic since I first began writing, which was almost a decade ago. The plot is complex and the romantic development is something that I can be proud of. It took me three years to finish it. I didn't completely delete it of course, just unpublished it. I still have all the comments kept and everything. It'll be my memory.
I'm really glad you liked it, but i hope that you can let it go. Know that it still exist though. I did however, leave out my latest fic with the same ship. This one, I made it clear from the start about the adult elements, I gave a clear enough warning that I will be writing about stuff like suicide, alcohol, implicit sexual relationships. If children were to not heed the firm warnings, then I suppose that is no longer my fault. I do try to dissuade them every one or two chapters. It still bothers me sometimes and I take care not to write anything that might promote any more bad behavior. Or that if I do, I made sure that it is clear that it is not socially, morally and religiously acceptable. I understand if you don't see it my way, honestly I myself am feeling like a big fat hypocrite.
And besides, there is a third reason for my deletion of What Was Worth A Heart. It was written when I was 15, up until the early months of my 18th year. It's BAD. I mean of course, it's not THAT bad but I did grow up, my writing skills improved significantly, rapidly, and still is right up to this moment. Whenever I reread What Was Worth A Heart, I had to close my eyes due to second hand embarrassment. I did NOT need to see that, lmao. It take courage for me to ever read through it again and I'm sure the amount of errors, the plot holes, the narrative, the word choice, omg I can't. My heart. My soul. Oh god.
So yes, if you want though, you could try to read As Never Was, maybe you'll see that it has some notable improvement that you'd like. Be warned though, that it has adult elements.
