Yue Yinbai

@Shaolongbestboy Heyy, thought it been a while since i last heard from you. Thanks for understanding, and yeah, sorry again for unpublishing the fics. I tried at first to publish back What It Means To Be King, but the longer I had it out the more anxious I became and I ended up changing my pfp and everything, kinda like to end the whole writing blatant ships like this. 
            
            I understand, and appreciate your love for my work(s), really I do, I love them too, but now I'm focusing on writing fics that are not directly shipping characters and focus more on platonic, particularly in AO3. And it has indeed been a while since Shao Long appeared in the fandom that it slowly feels a bit pointless to write about him in a world that hardly focuses on him, y'know. 
            
            I'm sorry that I can't republish the stories, but I hope the memory of it can still keep you happy and motivated. If you were in any of the fandom that I write for in AO3, like Bungou Stray Dogs, Stray Kids or Mo Dao Zu Shi, then you could always try reading them from my page, same profile name. Idk if it's any comfort though, but I wish you well and happiness from here on forth.

Sorry for the late reply, thanks for sharing it!

@farewellchamomile yeah sorry, I just got back from a week-long camp basically, sorry for the wait, lemme just - https://archiveofourown.org/users/yue_yinbai/pseuds/yue_yinbai, this should bring you to my page in case you can't find it. I don't really write prince series here since most readers for the fandom are in wattpad anyway, but I did write for several other fandoms

@K_Slvvt good day, sorry again for deleting my previous fics. i appreciate your love for it, really i do, it's just my personal issue with the young generation's perception. Bye!

@K_Slvvt Second of all, I do love the story. It was my first complete fic since I first began writing, which was almost a decade ago. The plot is complex and the romantic development is something that I can be proud of. It took me three years to finish it. I didn't completely delete it of course, just unpublished it. I still have all the comments kept and everything. It'll be my memory. 
            
            I'm really glad you liked it, but i hope that you can let it go. Know that it still exist though. I did however, leave out my latest fic with the same ship. This one, I made it clear from the start about the adult elements, I gave a clear enough warning that I will be writing about stuff like suicide, alcohol, implicit sexual relationships. If children were to not heed the firm warnings, then I suppose that is no longer my fault. I do try to dissuade them every one or two chapters. It still bothers me sometimes and I take care not to write anything that might promote any more bad behavior. Or that if I do, I made sure that it is clear that it is not socially, morally and religiously acceptable. I understand if you don't see it my way, honestly I myself am feeling like a big fat hypocrite. 
            
            And besides, there is a third reason for my deletion of What Was Worth A Heart. It was written when I was 15, up until the early months of my 18th year. It's BAD. I mean of course, it's not THAT bad but I did grow up, my writing skills improved significantly, rapidly, and still is right up to this moment. Whenever I reread What Was Worth A Heart, I had to close my eyes due to second hand embarrassment. I did NOT need to see that, lmao. It take courage for me to ever read through it again and I'm sure the amount of errors, the plot holes, the narrative, the word choice, omg I can't. My heart. My soul. Oh god. 
            
            So yes, if you want though, you could try to read As Never Was, maybe you'll see that it has some notable improvement that you'd like. Be warned though, that it has adult elements.

@K_Slvvt hello there! you're right that i did delete my other two fics. there are a couple of reasons for this of course. 
            
            first of all, i recently came across a post on tiktok about a fan of the comic messaging candyfactory about the issue of shipping same gender couples. At first i thought it was not much of a problem, but i read the argument in the post, stating that since the comic is meant for children generally and children do read it. If the fandom is filled with these ships then they might be easily dragged into shounen ai and everything. 
            
            I know that shounen ai is wrong according to multiple religion, and that the fics I wrote are promoting this kind of behavior. I am fully responsible for everything that I wrote, not to mention that I myself am an adult, but I also don't want to be responsible for a child's inclination towards homosexuality, regardless of whether or not I support it. It should technically be their decision and not because of some fun in fiction. Of course I do realize that my writing these fics has got nothing to do with other people who already like the idea of shounen ai, but I also don't want any innocent kid reading my fics, and thinking, oh, this is great, I should support lgbt. That is to say, I don't want to be responsible for them straying from their religion. That is something that I don't want to be responsible for.

omgg okiiiii thankssss i’ll find it right away 

@yelIowdluck hellooo, i don't think there's a digital version of the comic, bestie, i bought mine from a bookstore, but you can also try online shopping for that

@YueYinbai 
            Sorry for not replying in so long, I had just finished my exams and managed to take a look at my wattpad. Congrats on finishing your semester break and achieving satisfying results in your AS levels! I’m really happy to hear that things are going well for you despite all the challenges.
            
            I understand that the fandom is like really quiet, really really quiet like dead quiet recently and yea I would come back occasionally and also be disappointed that there’s nothing new and nothing changed. It’s understandable how you might feel like discontinuing the fic a lot but I still want you to know that I really appreciated and enjoyed your works. They have brought me a lot of joy in the past few years and your writing have meant a lot to me. During the first two years when I first found your fic, I wasn’t doing so well and your fic was really something that lead me to continue living and being something that i looked forward to everyday. It really was the light for me during that period of time and a safe space for me to escape to.  Your stories have brought me a lot of enjoyable fandom experiences and the thought of it potentially ending leaves me a bit sad.
            
            Please know that I support you no matter what decision you make, and I’m here cheering you on. If you do decide to continue, I’ll be eagerly waiting to see what will happen next in the story. I think I’m a bit selfish but I really want to see how the story ends as well, I really want to know how their story ends and the possibilities they have. 
            
            Thank you again for all the effort and creativity you’ve put into your fics. They’ve made a real difference for me. Take care of yourself, and I look forward to whatever you decide to do next!
            Gl for your studies! 

@Shaolongbestboy hey, it's been a really long time I have to admit. I just finished my semester break after my AS levels the past two months I think, and I just got the results yesterday. It's been a little stressful haha, but I think I can manage well enough so far, and I got a satisfying results too. Thank you for your concern, I really appreciate it.
            
            You're right, the fandom has been really silent, sometimes I still go back to find something worthwhile in between breaks, but then I'd return to my current fandom disappointed. To begin with, there aren't a lot of fics under prince series, much less ones that had my favourite characters. 
            
            I've been thinking about discontinuing a lot, especially because I've started a new big fic on ao3 under stray kids fandom, but I'm still thinking and trying to write as I go by to see if I could still help it. Not gonna lie, every time I reread my own story, I feel the need to know how it ends despite knowing that I have to write it on my own. Hopefully once my grades are more stable, I can return. Don't get your hopes too high though huhu

@Shaolongbestboy  I'm currently taking a level as preparatory, so no I'm not in new zealand rn, but i got a really big exam coming up and couldn't find the time to post anything, not even other fics on ao3  
            
            The times i get to write are mostly me trying to reorient myself back to it, but it's hard to get back to the plot. I'll try it out again once the semester break starts hopefully. 
            
            And thank you for worrying about me, really nothing's wrong other than my brain cells actively dying daily at this point, but yeh, I'm good . 
            
            And yes, i am quite happy here. The happiest☺️☺️☺️

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