Happy Pride, peoples! Here we are, existing still =)
It's been sort of a crazy journey. The ease with which people speak against us has me fluctuating between negative emotions which were once overwhelming but only sting a little now. I'm not fully certain what type of gay I am, the answer will maybe come to me eventually. All I know is... I'm extremely sapphic. And a demisexual. And gender doesn't have the hold on me it once did, if that makes sense. Nothing does. I used to think being gay was the end of my world. Parents will hate me, I'll die alone, blah blah. Now I just... I've come to a state where I sort of accept everything as it comes. Accept that people make their choices based on both their own experiences and their upbringing and that I like the fact that the person I am doesn't judge people on the basis of something as important to them as love or identity. Humans like control and this not even close to "new" "agenda" that's simply being talked about more these last decades, it scares them. And rather than try to understand, some decide what they don't yet grasp or don't experience simply doesn't make sense and can't be allowed to exist. We're here though. Like every vilified or ostracised or beaten down minority before us. There isn't a single human nor deity that fits into the word 'perfect' and there never will be. Perfect is a lie that's told to force people into holes they were never meant to struggle to fit. Those holes become the resting place for the coffin we throw pieces of our souls into, then bury as deep as we can. You're allowed to not be what they want you to be. You're allowed to live life a lil differently from some because all humans do after all, don't we, by simply being different people? You are allowed to exist as yourself. Why? Because you were born and you're still alive. Survival is the bare minimum requirement for this game. Everything else is a free-for-all~