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@_hoetanii Thank you!  I'm already starting to feel better and more like myself.  😊

@fl0wary I am doing pretty good. I slept a lot and have been a bit out of it.  They saw the scan on Wednesday and got me in yesterday to have it taken out.  Scrapped the heck out of me taking it out.  It's like an internal rug burn.  Doing much better overall but very tired and having to manage the pain.  I am relieved and the nausea is already gone.  I'll work on adding you to discord this evening.  ,😊

@_hoetanii awww thank you so much.  Yes, I definitely need my peace.  It will be a huge relief when it's fixed.  It's been in the wrong position the whole time but there was a chance it would move into the correct place.  It decided to do the opposite and move into an even weirder and further position. 😭🥀 So it's been six weeks of cramping and slight worry to get this as the end result. I'm both furious and stressed.  🫠 

@notyourusualmono thank you so much! I appreciate the good thoughts and prayers.  I am hopeful that everything will be sorted out by next week.  Thanks for caring, and I didn't find you awkward at all.

@notyourusualmono I'm so sorry, I hope everything works out. 
            
            Excuse my awkwardness I just suck at comforting people but tell you what I'll keep you in my prayers okay? You'll be okay♡

@notyourusualmono I have not been okay for a while.  I've been digging myself out the hole medically, but unfortunately I seem to have side quests.  I get the "this doesn't happen to anyone" and "the chances of this are really low".  Whenever a provider says that to me, I have learned not to trust it. 🥀🥀🥀 Hopefully this can be fixed soon, and I can go back to my regularly scheduled medical appointments and treatments.  I'm more of a certified lab rat at this point, but it is worth it if it's helping to improve my health.  

@Zer0Username Yeah, I really get why you’re stressing about it especially with everyone telling you horror stories. I’m really glad there’s no infection right now though, and I hope everything goes smoothly Wednesday and they can get it out easily. You’ve got enough to worry about already, so hopefully you can breathe a little once it’s out :( I’m here if you need to vent or distract yourself <3
            
            And YES omg give me your Discord 😭 I miss youuuuu and I would loveee to chat w uuu, my discord link is on my bio :P

@fl0wary so far there is no infection which is what concerns me the most.  Unfortunately, I keep getting IUD infection horror stories from my coworkers (some are nurses).  Everyone keeps saying that they would never get an IUD because they keep hearing of people with issues and then they have to have them removed.   I'm also checking my temperature twice a day to make sure nothing is starting.  Unfortunately, that can change quickly.  So I am being mindful of it. I start my day stressing about it and then go about my day and then stress about it again at night.  It's keeping me mentally working and functional enough.  I should give you my discord if you have one.

@Zer0Username sweetheart I just woke up and tbh that sounds genuinely so stressful and scary, especially having to wait around knowing it’s in such a weird position. 
            
            I rly hope the ultrasound goes well Wednesday and that they can get it out easily in the office on Friday so you don’t have to go through a whole hospital procedure. 
            
            Try not to spiral too much about the infection part until you’ve actually talked to your doctor, kakay? You’re getting it checked and you have a plan, so hopefully it’ll be sorted soon. 
            
            And I miss you too :(💕💕 Please keep me updated after the ultrasound,if you feel uncomfortable sharing such details on public I don’t mind giving you my personal information so you can reach out.
            
            I’ll be thinking about you, lil human🐙💕

I hope you get better soon lil one. Prioritise yourself always,alright? And take a break. Hopefully you’ll get rid of your stress soon and that your next procedures goes out well,love ya!!<3

@fl0wary I am okay.  I promise.  I had a migraine for a few days, so I couldn't really read.  I was listening to podcasts.  Thank you for caring so much.  I definitely missed you too!  

@Zer0Username girl you had me worried ngl, I was like "..what ze fuk?IS MA BABY IN TRUBLE" had me checking ur profile every two hours AT NIGHT bcz its morning for you

@senorita_haitani Thank you!  I've been slightly unnerved all week due to things going too smoothly (knocks on wood).  When happiness makes you slightly paranoid, lol ...

@Svlentfrll Thank you!  I think it's pretty too. It may have originally been a Pinterest pic.  No idea.foe sure though; I found it saved on my phone.  

Uhhhhh yeah ???? I just think your pfp is pretty TvT 

@Svlentfrll ??? Are you referring to me dragging Mitsuya in some books?  He's a certified pretty boy and talented to boot. He's just not my type, but I think that pic of him is peak.  

@fl0wary Hahahaha.  I will.  I'm tired but my body is kinda strung out.  I may have consumed caffeine after I got home.  It's a quick fix (band-aid) to perk up after passing out, but then it takes a while to come down.  It legitimately made me crabby earlier.  Now I am just kinda hanging out and waiting for it to fade.  I did it to myself.  

@Zer0Username I’m so sorry your body put you through all of that. Passing out and needing ice packs just to stay awake sounds terrifying. I’m really relieved the nurses took good care of you this time, and I’m so glad your blood levels are finally moving in the right direction, even if you’ve still got a long road ahead. Please don’t push yourself today you’ve been through enough. 
            
            I’m really proud of you for getting through it, and I hope you’re able to get some well-deserved rest. Sending you the biggest hug and lots of kisses *mwah mwah mwah* <333
            
            AND REACH OUT IF YOU FEEL UNWELL OR ILL FIND YOU

@fl0wary I half passed out.  They had to put ice packs under my neck to keep me awake.  They did the infusion with me lying down.  There was an order for another one next week, but even the nurse said to schedule it further out since it's so hard on me.  I've got the next one on the 31st.  
            
            At least my blood work showed improvement.  I'm still low enough that I will have issues, but I'm not in the critical range.  My blood went from a 6.9 to 10.9 and it is still that low.  I didn't have enough blood to maintain my blood pressure.  I still have some issues with it, but it's improving.  I was bad bad.  
            
            The location was better and the nurses actually checked in on me.  It would have been fine if my body behaved but it's always a crap shoot.  Sometimes I am fine and other times I take an unwanted nap.  It is what it is, but hey at least I warned them.