_BelleKookie_

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Hello everyone, or to anyone who sees this haha. Im back..? 
          	
          	I hope everyone is well, I hope you've all taken care of yourselves and slept long and comfortably hehe. 
          	
          	Words will never relinquish the absolute selfishness I've faced you with for the past few years. Not to mention, a lot of shit has happened in the world during the same time. To those who have any interest in this story, ill allow some context on why I haven't updated in a very long time - to which, I am so sorry, I was impatient and cold to you, I will never be able make up for the lost time.
          	
          	So, for the past few years, several dozen attempts were made which is no surprise , and of course pathetic old me was unsuccessful. However, after finishing the last updated chapter, I must've deleted absolutely everything cause I couldn't get this account back. I even tried making a new account but id have lost everything. Up until this very minute, I was just falling asleep and thought of this story, and how I never got to finish it. 
          	
          	Ive read through some of the comments left, and it almost made me cry. You worried, even if it wasn't meant genuinely, you worried for someone as disgraceful as myself. No one I know has ever come close to saying such things. So I want to thank you, I was actually planning on finishing it off before I make my offical 'leave of absence' haha, but I guess time is fairly close to its due date. 
          	
          	Plus, if I came back to writing, how I write things might be different and disliked, which id hate to displease anyone. But then again, it probably would be an improvement in comparison to my other writing haha - I was like 13 when I started this, in 2 weeks ill be 17, how weird.
          	
          	Initially, I was just going to delete this book and pretend this part of my life was a blur, but that would make me even worse of a person. So, Im going to write as many chapters as I can over these next few days. 
          	
          	I wish I could write more but there are so many letters I can write, I will talk soon! Bye bye~

12Lunawasnotfound

@_BelleKookie_ hi hun, first, take back all the mean things u said about ur self. second, i want to ask if u r seriously alr, i hope every thing is fine... i might have not commented a lot, you might not even know me, but u can always privately message and say all ur probs, it will benefit u, ur heart will feel lighter and since the person will be a stranger, u don't even have to worry about them judging u... Hun, please take care of ur self, be selfish for ur self... Take care...
          	  
          	  
          	  
          	  Lots of Love
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_BelleKookie_

they only allow 2000 spaces to write, and I wrote anything that was in my head so I apologise if its unclear. Ill be in touch again soon everyone :)
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_BelleKookie_

this message may be offensive 
Hello everyone, or to anyone who sees this haha. Im back..? 
          
          I hope everyone is well, I hope you've all taken care of yourselves and slept long and comfortably hehe. 
          
          Words will never relinquish the absolute selfishness I've faced you with for the past few years. Not to mention, a lot of shit has happened in the world during the same time. To those who have any interest in this story, ill allow some context on why I haven't updated in a very long time - to which, I am so sorry, I was impatient and cold to you, I will never be able make up for the lost time.
          
          So, for the past few years, several dozen attempts were made which is no surprise , and of course pathetic old me was unsuccessful. However, after finishing the last updated chapter, I must've deleted absolutely everything cause I couldn't get this account back. I even tried making a new account but id have lost everything. Up until this very minute, I was just falling asleep and thought of this story, and how I never got to finish it. 
          
          Ive read through some of the comments left, and it almost made me cry. You worried, even if it wasn't meant genuinely, you worried for someone as disgraceful as myself. No one I know has ever come close to saying such things. So I want to thank you, I was actually planning on finishing it off before I make my offical 'leave of absence' haha, but I guess time is fairly close to its due date. 
          
          Plus, if I came back to writing, how I write things might be different and disliked, which id hate to displease anyone. But then again, it probably would be an improvement in comparison to my other writing haha - I was like 13 when I started this, in 2 weeks ill be 17, how weird.
          
          Initially, I was just going to delete this book and pretend this part of my life was a blur, but that would make me even worse of a person. So, Im going to write as many chapters as I can over these next few days. 
          
          I wish I could write more but there are so many letters I can write, I will talk soon! Bye bye~

12Lunawasnotfound

@_BelleKookie_ hi hun, first, take back all the mean things u said about ur self. second, i want to ask if u r seriously alr, i hope every thing is fine... i might have not commented a lot, you might not even know me, but u can always privately message and say all ur probs, it will benefit u, ur heart will feel lighter and since the person will be a stranger, u don't even have to worry about them judging u... Hun, please take care of ur self, be selfish for ur self... Take care...
            
            
            
            Lots of Love
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_BelleKookie_

they only allow 2000 spaces to write, and I wrote anything that was in my head so I apologise if its unclear. Ill be in touch again soon everyone :)
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