"How lucky i am to have something that makes saying Goodbye so hard" - Winnie the Pooh

Do you know that moment, when you really have the need to cry, but at the same moment you don't want that to happen, so you just hold it in till you feel like inside your throat is being teared up. Like something strangles you up from inside. And your nose begins to itch, like there are some bugs wandering inside, wanting to get out, so they start digging their way to the surface, through your nose. I hate it. Don't you?