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✨️I DID THE SPARKLES BUT IF MY PNONE GLITCHES AND THE EMOJISBARENT VISIBLE I WILL TWEAK✨️
POOKIE WASSUP
Potential triggers anyone? I never thought triggers made sense unless you had PTSD or something really bad, but I read a Shigadabi (yes, I ship them) fanfic once and Dabi chased Shigaraki into a closet, had the door slammed in his face, and Shigaraki had a panic attack while Dabi banged on the door, and I had that stomach plummet of fear moment all of the sudden thinking about my father. Then my mother and I got into this huge argument over her making me wear a red hoodie for school Friday and not letting me wear a sweatshirt instead because for some reason I can’t wear something twice in two weeks. I was very against it (though there’s nothing I can really do so I’ll just try to wear a t-shirt or something over it) but obviously didn’t tell her why because it would just make her angrier, but I always fucking hated it and I only ever wore it so much a long ass time ago to cover my SH because it was one of the few things that didn’t catch the scabs. I still want to cry over it,
@_PH03N1X_GR1FF1NS_ I don’t think I have ptsd but I do get random triggers to shake? Doors slamming, yelling, loud sudden sounds. Idk I just end up shaking a lot when I hear/see these things
I may have fucked up.
My mother and grandmother and I had just come back from church. There was a sermon about horoscopes and divination and tarot cards being “demonic” and “offensive to God.” If I’m being honest, I thought it was bullshit. My mother and grandmother were talking about a place nearby that had tarot readings and I casually asked my mother if she wanted to go and she said no, and I asked, “Because it’s demonic?” And I did do a dramatic hand wave thing, but I wasn’t trying to be mocking, really. Maybe what I really thought about it came out some unintended, because my mother looked maybe stunned or amused, my grandmother looked a bit shocked, and my uncle who also lives with us (it’s my grandmother’s house. My mother and I are staying with her while we move into our new house because the old one reminded my mother of my father, my uncle got kicked out by one of his girlfriends) was staring me down angrily like I just said I was a zoophile or I like murdering babies or something crazy. My grandmother just said the place was evil and my mother and I went back to our room.
@_PH03N1X_GR1FF1NS_ nah bro that shit is messed up, one they sold respect what you think 2 not everyone has to think their way and 3 thinking otherwise is NOT evil AND REAL BRO LIKE??? WHY WOULD YOU WANT THE OWNER TO LOSE THE THING THAT KEEPS THEM ALIVE IN SOCIETLY? BFFR? makes 0 sense broski :c
In church, the preacher said to pray for the tarot card place to close because it’ demonic. I suppose I can understand something being against your religion, but praying for someone’s business, possibly someone’s means to live, to be shut down because it offends your deity, no matter your religion, is pretty fucked up. I don’t think it’s very different from if they prayed for the Trevor Project to be shut down because it helps LGBTQIA+ teens and kids. I guess they aren’t outright hating people, and even if I as an atheist don’t believe in “the power of prayer,” they’re basically intentionally trying to hurt people because their beliefs don’t align with theirs.
Don’t misunderstand, my best friend is a Christian, and I don’t care. She knows I’m not a Christian, and I’m pretty sure she doesn’t care. We don’t talk religion because we know our opinions differ greatly and we don’t want to argue. I don’t care what anyone’s religion is. That’s their choice to make, not mine, and I won’t try to force my beliefs on them because I don’t want their beliefs forced on me. But intentionally trying to hurt somebody that has done you no harm, no matter what you believe, is fucked up. And I don’t want a part of it. So, yeah, I think tarot readings are cool, and I don’t think they’re “demonic.” It may have been out of line for me to come across as mocking, but I think my family is out of line for calling something “evil.”
I'm sorry but wtaf are the non-fanfics in Wattpad
"Strip for the Devil"
Honey
Calm down
DID YOU KNOW THAT WITH ENOUGH PINAPPLE JUICE YOU COULD DISSOLVE YOUR STOMACH
@1_L1KE_P0TAT0ES Did you know I once punched someone in the nose for touching me from behind
We're in the gym doing flexibility and weight shit for the state because my country is an asshole. It's lunch rn but then we go back to class and have to do our height weight and BMIs because what I definitely want most in the world is my classmates who, mind you, are ALL thin (not an exaggeration) to know my BMI after I fucking failed to do a sit up in front of them while they all stared me down. This one girl wasn't doing them because she has a broken finger (yeah, she's SPORTY) and looked like she was judging me already. And they know I don't eat lunch, so even with that I'm still f a t so it's even more humiliating. If I didn't get to go last every time, I would've started crying already.
BEANS
MA SEI ITALIANA.
@rayyaay I DON'T KNOW WHAT YOU SAID BUT IT'S-A ME A-MARRRIO WE GOT-A TO MAKE-A THE PASTA GET-A THE RRROTTINLINI
Do you just ever look back at your fanfics and c r i n g e ? I wrote smut. I should never write smut. Ever. Ever again.
