_RyRyRy

Some of the people that I knew were no longer here. Been away for almost 2 years, i guess.
          	
          	I need to follow up to all of my pending must read books from my favorite author.

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I thought that this year was a good year for me start anew and be brave. But,sad to say it wasn't.
          
          First,one of my family member passed away. Second, My relationship to my family members especially cousins on the both sides,wasn't in good place. Then lastly,the pandemic erupted which all people around the world are facing this crisis right now.
          
          I never forseen that this will happened. It's like things are getting out of hand rightnow. My life's messy before but it was more messier than ever I could imagine.
          
          This pandemic cost me alot of things. It sort of triggered my mental health as well as my physical. The things that I usually love to do has started to fade. My passion was nowhere to be found,it's like I'm being trapped on cage. 
          
          I could no longer pull my shit together because I'm locked up and Technology can't help me. I badly need to go outside and take a breather. I just need to go somewhere but the sad reality is I can't. 
          
          The situation right now is taking a toll on me. It's like my sanity is starting to drift but I'm trying to keep myself okay. Because I know a lot of people not just me,who's facing brave this tough time too. 
          
          To be honest,I hate the word "NEW NORMAL".
          Because,I'm still hoping that things would go back the same way as before. 

_RyRyRy

Amidst of what happening right now. I wanna say thank you to all the Frontliner's who are  risking their lives and safety to provide service to others.
          
          I know some of you are facing discrimination due to the virus,but let's hope that this will end soon and things will go back to normal.
          
          We heal as one guys. 
           #Covid-19 lang yan,Pilipino Tayo.

_RyRyRy

@pigrabbit_09 saludo ako sa mga gaya mo doc kasi nagtatake risk talaga kayo to save lives. 
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_RyRyRy

@pigrabbit_09 doc,wag kang magbiro ng ganyan. Pasaway ang mga pinoy  wag ka ng magtaka. 
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pigrabbit_09

@_RyRyRy heto, buhay pa. Masyadong busy dahil sa COVID at sa mga taong matigas ang ulo. Hehehehe
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_RyRyRy

For the past months,I've been silent. I thought everything was getting better. The truth is, it wasn't because I'm facing another difficult situation. My grandfather passed away and I was there at the hospital. 
          
          To be frank,it wasn't easy on my end because I used to take care someone who is dear which is my Mother. The same situation has occured once again. 
          
          I'm just pretending everything. Coz,the truth is I'm a coward to accept that people die. That only the memories linger as we continue our lives. 
          
          My heart is aching even though I'm acting okay. 
          Because it really hurts so much. No words can describe what I'm feeling right now. I hope through this, the pain will ease a little bit. 

pigrabbit_09

@_RyRyRy condolence. I exactly know how it feels to lost someone who is very important in your life.
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lazypenmanship

thank you for the follow! I hope you would enjoy reading my stories. ❤️❤️✨ khob khun na khap!

lazypenmanship

same here @_RyRyRy! ❤️ always a fan of season 1 cast. hope you continue enjoying it until the end. thank you na! ✨❤️
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_RyRyRy

@lazypenmanship I'm really enjoying it since i'm an avid fan of the original 2 moons especially gxxodbas . 
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